Glitter and Glimmers

2005-01-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

hellos.
haha. todays lessons were fun.
i would say that i had a quite good day today.
yay! =)
started the day of with PE!
miss teo had to take the staff photos.
hurhur. played some badminton and did some conditioning.
yayness please. thank you very much.
how exciting. better than running 3 rounds okay. hurfmps.
!@#$%^&*
anyway, after PE. yappy gave us a free period! yes yes yes.
rocks my socks.
but it ended really quickly.
and chinese was another free period.
aha. just stoned away with andrea, and discussed some rgym stuff!
after which. it was english.
so fun man. every english lesson i learn something new and interesting.
we learnt the different types of phobias.
how cool can that get man?
recess aws okay. ate some yuck- lor mee.
and 6 (broken) garlic breads!
i ordeded 2 and the lady gave 6! (broken ones)
anyway, after recess was double a/c's.
i think it was quite okay, well at least i was engaged in the lesson.
so i wasn't that sleepy.
and then geog.
miss wan was so ppfft. *no comments*
PC was spent talking and playing around.
what a way to spend my day.
rhythmic was after that.
ate lunch with leighanne + the rest.
hilarious. = )
we left for the early bus. but missed it in the end.
and we did 2 sets mind you.
2 sets mind you!
2 sets of conditioning.
the new ones came today
they're quite okay.
quite a horrible way to start.
that meant. 60 sit ups, 60 leg ups, 60 back ups, 60 side ups, and 50 straight jumps.
oh if u wanna add. 20 during PE. 20 leg ups.
heh! my god. kill me now please.
then we stretched. =) was fine.
we took a long time though.
that zhao sheng or whatever that gym coach's name is.
IS STILL SHOUTING MELISSA across the whole gym studio.
how embarrassing. sheesh!
yaddaa. whatevers. =) i better study for my math test tomorrow.
or if i don't, at least catch up with my sleep.
that's all for now.
bye!

2005-01-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

today was spent terribly.
wasted 3/4's of it.
had sucha bad time trying to understand my math.
well, i couldnt. maybe cos i was too sleepy.
fell asleep again! whilst doing the first question of the assignment.
and please, i read through everything from the first page.
argh. i think i need some illustration.
who cares.
anyway, it's my grandmother's birthday today.
happy b'day mama.
went for dinner.
didn't like the food. maybe it's my appetite.
oh wells, everything went on quite okay.
tomorrow's another new day.
sighs, i want the clock to stop;
the earth to stop moving.
everything to just stop.
let me catch up first.
rahhh! +)

anon;
thanks

steph chua;
haha, is it? any suggestions for font colour? i find it quite an eyesore reading it too!

passerby;
heehee!!! =) is it u nat??? it's ur IP. haha!

kenneth;
thanks. god blesss you too!

hello.

2005-01-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

i slept really late last night.
felt kinda sick.
and i kept tossing and turning around.
finally went to bed after 3!
i got so nervous, cos there was a chinese test the following day.
like what's wrong with me man?!
i secretly took some fever syrup i found in the kitchen.
it said - "causes drousiness"
i was quite happy, so i took! and it had NO EFFECT PLEASE.
arghh! so i just kept tossing and turning and finally went to bed at 3.
yea, didn't go to school today.
haha! sheesh! wish i went.
anyway, mommy's gonna write a letter of excuse for me.
going to sleep soon.
cos i'm still very sleepy. haha.
maybe it's because of those drugs.
ah wells, there's training tomorrow.
how exciting.
=)
that's all for now. bye!

2005-01-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

i m not going to school tomorrow. X(
sick sick sick.
i can't sleep now!!!
arggh!

2005-01-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

8 comments to make

-i went to watch the soccer match between singapore and indonesia, left half way though, cos we were afraid of the bad jam.

-had a party in the afternoon, and a quick dinner at mt sinai

-went to escape today. sat all the rides. including the wet one.

-did not go for a math tuition

-had chinese tuition in the morning

-ate a lot for lunch, and shitted at least 2 times

-feeling very stressed now, havent done any homework

-gonna screw up tomorrows chinese test.

haha, yes. sucks please.

jacinta-
hello!!! =) i don't wanna go to school tomorrow! so many things to do! hehehe!

ann-
i know. TWICE . *arghhff!!!* thanks for tagging.

CCA orientation

2005-01-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

had the sec 1 cca orientation!
jeannie came late! i was so worried and nervous at the same time.
she came in the nick of time. Thank god. *phew.
danced twice.
the first time.
i dropped the ball nicely.
(not suppose to drop actually)
the other time was worst.
agh, i dropped my ball! ahha!
some teachers were watching.
i hate them to okay! uh.
the other parts okay though...
nice nice X)
hope i don't screw up for the competetion.
we've got quite a whole load of Sec 1s interested.
yay!!!!! =) they'll never regret this decision.
cos the hard work, sweat, pain, whatever-knot.
will pay off in the end.
SO JOIN RHYTHMIC GYM.
going for a wedding dinner tonight.
sighs, how interesting.
see ya alL! bye!

2005-01-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

o1] Honestly, where ya at?
; my room

o2] Honestly, have you ever had a plastic
surgery?
; no

o3] Honestly, have you ever failed a subject at
school?:
; yar
o4] Honestly, what's on your mind?:
; tomorrow's orientation

o5] Honestly, who are you chatting online with?:
; a few people.

o6] Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should
be doing right now?:
; homework?

o7] Honestly, have you brushed your teeth
today?:
; ya

o8] Honestly, who is the hottest person you
know?:
; me.

o9] Honestly, are you a good friend?:
; no. i'm too self-centred.

1o] Honestly, do you really think going to
school is all that important?:
; yes

11] Honestly, what are your dreams about
mostly?:
; results.

12] Honestly, what are you so happy about right
now?
; that i completed 4 zao ju's tonight. better than nothing right? cummon.

13] Honestly, what are you so sad about right
now?
; i don't know.

14] Honestly, who are you missing?:
; teacher's that taught us last year!

15] Honestly, what song are you listening to right
now?
; nothing.

16] Honestly, who do you want to meet at this
very moment?
; will i announce it here?

17] Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?:
; huh? on my feet.

18] Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?:
; shut up with that honestly thing please.

19] Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
; nah.

2o] Honestly, who do you wanna hug right now?
; my babeh!!!

21] Honestly, are you bored?
; yes. bored but busy.

22] Honestly, who do you wanna slap right now?
; myself.

2005-01-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

i copied this from Claire's blog. the moral of this thing is parrellel to our school theme this year -gratitude; the ij heartbeat.
i don't know why i'm advertising it for. but anyway, i guess reading such stuff moves me. better treat my mom properly from now on. here it goes:

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining roomtable.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you a nice cream.You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.You thanked her by never even bothering topractice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another.You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.You thanked her by asking her to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut.You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work,looking for a hug.You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.You thanked her by taking it every chance youcould.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.You thanked her by being on the phone allnight.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your collegetuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether youwere seeing anyone.You thanked her by saying, "It's none of yourbusiness."

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to belike you."

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.You thanked her by asking whether she couldpayfor a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiance andasked about your plans for the future.You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhhther, please!"

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried andtold you how deeply she loved you.You thanked her by moving halfway across thecountry.

When you were 30, she called with someadvice on the baby.You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed youto take care of her.You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on your heart.

Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.

i hope i don't end up like this.
how sad.
=(
okay, i better study now.
bye!

2005-01-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

end of the week.
fnially, times really flying!
hohoho!!!
CCA orientation is tomorrow!
yay! i dont wanna screw up! oh no!
haa, cant wait for it to be over.
today, was hell-of-a-boring.
yuck! the lessons were so drry.
except for eng. heh! i can still laugh about that joke!
oh wells, really got lots of things to do.
bye!!!

babeh; i think you should sign up yourself babeh. =) i dunno ur particulars n all. and i submitted it, but someone else has the username u wanted. talk to u when u come online k? love loads!

2005-01-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

i hate my life.
it's so complicating.
i hate everything!
feeling really pissed now.
why must there be so many activities.
i have NO free days.
like NO free days. wth.
Monday- Chinese tuition
Tuesday- Rhythmic Gym + A math (which should i go for?)
Wednesday- A Math Tuition
Thursday- Rhythmic Gym
Friday- Practical + Rgym (only tomorrow)
like *cursing words* uh.
i need a break.
schools stressing me out.
too many tests to sit for. :(
i want to do well, but looks like i can't squeeze enough time for myself.
i'm just too pack.
sighs, mommy fetched me to school today.
and she asked me how my preparation for the O's were coming along.
i was like... Preparation??? omg.
i havent started whatsoever.
and there are just too many hurdles to cross.
i really don't know what time management is now.
i need some help.
tell me what time do i have left to manage for myself?
i m uttering crap. blahh.
had ss test today. i'll see what kinda GREAT marks i'll get.
studied this morning only.
omg. screw this! perhaps i m too complacent.
lit n math were the only lessons we have today.
theres so so much of homework
heres the list-
1) English Journal
2) Accounts
3) Chinese CA
4) Physics CA
5) Math Textbook Exercise 2A
6) A Math textbook exercise
7) Read up geography

arghh!!!
so what is the reason for me being online?
okay, i don't know. bye.

2005-01-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

hellO!
i think i better cut down on this.
poutts.
school was okay today.
had an english test. screw it please.
did quite okay for chinese.
full marks for compre for the first.
i ought to boast about this.
and it's chinese please. chinese.
my god. bloody hell. math was so crap! phy was so dry, but funny.
haha!
assembly and lit sucked. so boring.
ah wells, seems like theres a lot of work to catch up on.
see ya! bye!

blisters

2005-01-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

PE was the first 2 periods of the day.
did the perimeter. 3 rounds.
that was certainly more than 2.4 km!
ran with Leighanne. then lessons continued as per normal.
geog was damn fun with trish claire and leighanne!
geog's always fun. hahha!
chinese was really crappy.
andrea and i- the official crappers were stoning away.
and yea, wasted the period away.
=( sighs, can't be helped.
my register number is going to change. =(
i don't want that to happen.
i like my number -12.
uh. whateverr man!
had lunch with a whole lot.
then a math and training.
i've got really bad blistered feeeet.
first; the long run/walk we did up n down hill.
second; new shoes.
third; friction
forth; not fully recovered blisters from previous trainings.
fifth; afternoon's training at CCAB. friction!
sixth; priouettes and attitude turns...

my feet is dying.
god please save me.
oh my throat is no longer pain.
omg. this is so cool.
my grandmother bought this drink thing for a medical shop
and today, my throat wasn't as sore as before.
=) *jumps around

oh wells, more CAs coming up.
less blogging that is.
so i'll see ya all soon!
muackss!

hello

2005-01-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

omg. i got my bio ca tmr/
better study NOW
diedie!

sigh

2005-01-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

hello;
schools normal.
i'm bored, felt really sleepy tdy.
jo teo din come for lesson! yay!!!
not that i wanted to miss a period.
but i needed a break.
guess the lessons are too heavy.
something wrong with my brain lately.
can't enter what i learn. esp bio n phy.
the teacher says one whole long chuck of things.
and i'm sitting there like a blur sotong!
don't want to them to break and re-teach, that's why i didn't stop them.
i'd won't be able to figure out that foreign stuffs they're saying anyway.
so i guess i better do more reading up.
i'm becoming stupider and stupider day by day.
sighh!!!* there's a bio test tomorrow.
and a social studies one the day after! =(
i won't be able to study for my Social Studies cos of the tight schedule tomorrow.
=(. it's a math after school + rgym later.
okay, i don't know which one i'm going for.
ask me!?! which's more important.
the politically right answer is "A math".
but for this case. it's both equally important to me.
there's no way i m going to skip a math. because i m definite i want to score for this subject.
and as Miss Yap said last year, i'm really wasting the teacher resource if i do not turn up for every single class.
but the point here is not about wasting whatever teacher resource.
give a damn about that.
the point is. i want to go for a math.
i'm already quite poor at it and if i don't go... i'll see how i catch up man!!! i must be more determined than this.
on the other hand, rhythmic is super dooper important as well!
cummon, how important can things get?
Sec 1 orientation is this Saturday.
and how could i not possibly turn up for training?
my coach will skin me alive!!! especially because i'm doing a group performace!
=( i want to go for training too.
after thinking through this for sucha long time.
actually since the start of lit period...
i've came to a conclusion.
GO FOR BOTH! =)
but but but.
i can't possibly do that.
it's like... "jack of all traits, master of none"
i was planning to come for a math and leave by 3.30
i'll think about it further.

there's this long list of homework in my notebook.
i think i bettter start doing something.
and i want to stop my A math tuition!
i don't know what to tell my a math teacher. =(

2005-01-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

damn it.
theres a chinese CA tmr! RAHH!

2005-01-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

"Before the world began
you were on his mind
and every tear you cry
is precious in his eyes
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done so you would come.

nothing you can do
could make him love you more
and nothing that you've done
could make him close the door
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done so you would come

come to the father
though your gift is small
broken hearts broken minds
he will take them all
the power of the word
the power of his blood
everyhting was doen so you would come
the power of the word, the power of his blood.
everything was done so you would come.

nothing you can do
could make him love you more
and nothing that you've done
could make him close the door
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done
so you would come.

come to the father
though your gift is small
broken hearts, broken minds
he will take them all
the power of the word
the power of his blood
everything was done so you would come.

come to the father
though your gift is small
broken hearts, broken minds
he will take them all
the power of the word
the power of his blood
everything was done so you would come.

the power of the word
the power of his blood
everything was done so you would come."

i went to the market today.
bought this christian CD
and this song is track no. 4.
it has been playing since i brought it home.
i like it.

i still feel quite sick.
dunno whether i'll come to school tomorrow
really can't afford to miss any lessons.
i havent done my hwk yet.
plus, chinese CA. i m so screwed.

life hasn't been what i wanted it to be.
i guess i need to take some time to reflect and question.

guess i should start on my work now.
everyone!!! good luck with the assignments and tests.

anon;
thanks.

marc;
heyy. thankss!!! =DD you too!

2005-01-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

went to school for training today.
i feel quite sickish now.
maybe down with a fever or something.
i think maybe its bcos of all the late nights accumulated since last december!
plus, all the trainings and tests and work.
and personal problems.
i think i'm gonna rest this afternoon.
going to get some vitamins from aunty serene later if possible.
hope i have a fever WITHOUT a sore throat/cold.
please please. haha.
k. bye

sucks

2005-01-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging again.
today sucked. cos i wasted the whole afternoon away.
suppose to study with Nat.
rahhH! i did though but not that much.
talked more.
i shall study AT HOME next time!
AT HOME. yes, AT HOME. no more going out to study.
NO MORE! argh!
i cant afford to waste time! blahh!!!!
sux!!!!! i went shopping with her.
bought quite a lot of things.
watching the 7 o clock show now!
man, its so dramatic!
anyway, mommy's going to Sentosa with her friends tmr.
hahaha! what a joke.
lending her my digi cam, my backpack, my trackshoes, socks, and the ugly cap which she claims that it is nice. haha! can u believe it.
she has no shoes no socks no cap no digi cam.
haha. she claims that she doesnt need those things.
yar, and that's why she's borrowing it from me.
lol! boring boring! better get going.
bye

2005-01-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!! =D
just had training. i'm SO tired.
i lurve training. but its so tiring.
school was like normal.
perhaps i can't find a suitable word to describe it.
i wouldnt say that it was uber fun! or give it a thumbs up.
neither would i say that it sucked.
found out that mr chan had reservice. so he will be away for 3 weeks!
is that good news or bad?
i guess its good and bad yea?
i'd say it lies more on the bad side, because his absence will affect us.
ie: unable to catch up. (PHYSICS) etc.
oh wells, can't be helped i guess. and if there was a relief teacher to relief him.
that'll be worst. cos that relief teacher might not be that good.
shall keep all comments to myself until i finds out what happens the next physics lesson.
my stress level is piling up.
it's as high as my homework stack now.
still got my POA holiday assignment. (shh. don't remind her please)
and i got a whole load of chinese tuition homework!
plus, more school work. and so many tests to study for.
this is a super boring post.
for those that sustained until this stage.
WOW. haha!
teachers after teachers keep nagging at us.
i won't say that it's bad. neither would i say it's good.
it just gets annoying after some time.
i think english was fine today
literature was uber boring.
i swear i could sleep with my eyes open.
first, i m sleep deprived.
second, i'm there physically but not mentally.
i'm not engaged in the lesson.
i was really restless.
i fiddled with my hair for most of the time.
and drew pictures. and my handwriting was atrocious.
ask leighanne! hers wasnt her nice nice handwriting!
we both were just scribbling.
anyway, i'm really tired now.
must remind myself to photocopy the rgym posters tomorrow.
sigh!!! =( i'm so drained...! think i'm trying too hard mentally.
physically, my body is just one lame piece of fat meat stuck to the computer, slacking the evening away. and here i m complaining about the major amount of work i have left.
my minds telling me this-"hey, i know you want to do this. why are you so weak? you must treasure every minute! EVERY SECOND!"
omg. every second.
i think i better stop rambling.
but before i end off my long-boring-lame post.
wanna add something.
i had CME with Mr Mus. he's so funny i tell you.
and he looks like miss shanthi 82%.
17% because he is of a different sex, and 1% because he is Mus and she is Shanthi Alagu.
thats the difference.
they not only look alike.
but the way they stand, and the way they speak!!!
and his actions!
oh my, we girls are really observant man.
but yea, the percentage thing was an over-exaggeration.
haha!!! the whole class was laughing so frantically.
he kept touching his hair the way shanthi does and he kept putting his fingers on his lips, and leaned to one side of the table with the other hand resting on his hips.
=D

i m still not very settled.
better do so soon i guess!
and i thought about this last night.
(this refers to -my resolution)
and after much contemplation... i've decided to change one of them.
instead of no red marks. to be changed to 3.
cos phy is one of them already!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

no explanation

2005-01-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

one problem leads to another.
i can't figure out why but it's just happening in sucha way
humans can't control.
everythings in god's hand.
and sometimes, we gotta remind ourselves that.

'The worst punishment would be not to go back,' said Mr Rene-Marc Chikli, president of the French Association of Tour Operators. 'If we succeed in re-employing just one person, we keep a family alive.'

besides killing hundrend thousands of people.
this disaster is leading to other problems.
such as diseases, housing problems, unemployment and many social problems beneath the surface.
and now, the least we can do is to pray for them.

during literature today, miss jo teo brought this up-
this girl was gang raped.
how much can one suffer?!
she's already suffering from the after effects of the tsunami.
and this heartless bunch of people rape her.
argh. they don't deserve to be classified under the human category.
just read about the child trafficking thing.

i hate bragging about this.
and i shall stop here
anyway, gonna flunk my physics test.
the first page was bad!
i hate having such negative feelings.
really tried my best to study okay.
although there were many distractions along the way.
poof. lessons were okay.
did a math after school with my auntie.
my fav subject now:-
not math anymore.
it's SS/GEOG
followed by Emath.
hopefully it'll be my top fav again by March! lols.
we'll see abt it.
third running on the hot list is.... *drumroll*
english! (dada!)
i don't know why. NOPE. it's not about the teacher whatsoever.
just feel very motivated about scoring for it.
hope that my set backs will still stir up this enthusiasm instead of discouraging me.
i dunno.
the subject i've least confidence in right now is-
LITERATURE AND ACCOUNTS.
i've lost my momentum for that two.
and as for chinese,
i think i'm fooling around too much with it.
shall be serious and see how it goes.
i love doing this sort of evaluation.
makes my piorities clearer.
blahh!
theres training tmr!
gonna do the orientation choreography.
=D cya all!

thanks for tagging james and everyone!

be grateful for everything that you have,
because you might loose it anytime.
especially when you most don't expect it.

2nd day of school

2005-01-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

2nd day
boring. XD
rgym was good.
we completed the whole routine.
or at least the djt! (b div)s
yay! well done everyone.
MUST PUSH YOU ALL MORE!
heh heh.
the gym coach was making fun of me again!
POUTS. he calls me MAR-LI-SAH!
in the chinese action! wonder how he knows my name.
CRAP! hope they havent been gosipping much
theres a CA tomorrow.
i'm quite positive abt this year.
THANKS TO ALL THE ENCOURAGING TEACHERS!
i gotta aim higher.
esp for english. (and not belong to the i-know-it-all group)
and for a/cs. since mrs siao said that for those that slacked a lot last year!
like me. there'll be another chance to buck up
cos the chapters coming out for the Os are mainly what we're learning this year.
AND for geog
i wanna get my one too!
geog and melissa has no chemistry.
i get an A1 for SS. and a C6 for geog.
in the end, i end up with a B3!
argghH! this must not happen this year.
was suppose to have a math today.
SAD THING I COULDNT GO! =(
k, that's abt all.
there's a physics test today.
just got home!
it's 7.38 already!
better bathe, eat, complete my hwk.
and start on phy by 9.00!
until 11.00!
2 solid hours.
lets see if this plan works.

2005-01-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

how great thou art.
mr chan is my form teacher.
like OH MY GOD.
we put up some posters.
gonna photocopy MORE MORE MORE tmr.
and complete the banner.
k. that's abt it.
cya! bye!

2005-01-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

i hate myself!
ARGH! i dunno why i'm doing this when there's a whole load of hwk on my shoulder.
POOF! ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY.
i suck i suck i suck.
NO SELF CONTROL AT ALL!

click here for pictures (MELEIGH DAY!)

---------Have You Ever---------
1. Been so drunk you blacked out: nope
2. Missed school coz it was raining: nope! duh!
3. Put a body part on fire for amusement: No?
4. Been hurt emotionally: yes.
5. Kept a secret from everyone: yea DUH!
6. Had an imaginary friend: Yar. my teddy bears!
7. Cried during a Movie: yar
8. Had a crush on a teacher: no? YEE!
9. Ever thought an animated character was fit? har?
11. Been on stage: DUH!
12. Cut your own hair?: yup!

-------------FAVOURITES-------------

13. colour[s]: answer this yourself.
14. Day/Night: night.
15. Summer/Winter: summer
16. Fave cartoon Character: Piglet?
17. Fave Food: pasta.
18. Fave Advert: none in particular!
19. Fave Ice Cream: cookies & cream!
20. Fave Subject: MATH
21. Fave Persons to talk to: natalie ng shi wei

------------Right now--------------

22. Wearing: shorts and blue spagg
23. My hair is: let down. (its wet!)
24. I'm feeling: stressed.
25. Eating: chocolates!
26. Drinking: nothing.
27. Thinking about: homework! SCHOOL.

.................the last time you............

28. Cried: i don't know
29. Worn a skirt: just now, before i took my shower!
30. Met someone new: can't remember!
31. Cleaned your room: last night.
32. Done laundry: just now
33. Drove a car: in November.

--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

34. Yourself: i guess. i won't say no.
35 your friends: yup, those i consider as friends!
36 santa claus: yea.
37. Tooth Fairy: nope.
38. Angels: YUP!
39. Devils: i don't know...
40. Ghosts: nope.
41. UFO's: no? haha

-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

42. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
43. Like anyone?: yup
44. Who's the loudest: i don't know?
45. Who's the weirdest: no one i can think of.
46 who's tha cutest: little angel. (my cousins boyfriends niece)
47. Who do you go to for advice: Adel, Cass, Nicole
49. Who do you cry to? myself?
48. When did you cry the most: wth? i dunno?

2005-01-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

2nd jan.
pouts. havent completed my hwk.
screw it.
ah wells, see everyone in school tomorrow.
bye!

2005-01-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog about this but havent.
tsunami attack;
"dear lord.
please help us remember that no matter what we do,
what we say or in every action we take...
you are there watching us.
please let us take this unfortunate incident as a reminder that you are the in charged.
bless those suffering from the aftermath of this attack,
grant them courage, wisdom and hope.
for the dead, may they rest in peace."

my mother said that this is a replica of Noah Ark.
oh wells, it's really saddening to hear such things on the Second day of christmas.
i didn't realise how serious it was until the news flashed on the headlines of the newspapers everyday.
i decided to read it.
i actually did hear about this attack on the 26th.
i thought it was a normal earthquake like the others.
but the deathtoll kept rising. and it still is.
having over a hundred thousand deaths is appalling!
it seriously is, and i just watched this documentary on BBC news.
my gosh. SO POOR THING OKAY.
especially the young children, like what do they know?
anyway, shall not say anything further to dampen the new year spirit.

here's my resolution-
BE A NERD YEAR.
`stare at As and Bs throughout the year. NO Cs!
`daily revision of what has been taught that day
`NO red marks allowed on the report card
`no copying of homework
`sit for a CA/test/exam with 100% confidence
`at least 8 hours of sleep for 4 days in a week
`computer/internet access limited to 4 hours a week
`go out shopping only 4 times a month
`never skip rhythmic gym training w/o a valid reason
`stretch every night before sleep
`left leg; cheesemat (reach the floor)
`right leg; chair (ditto)
`never say "i don't know"
`say night prayers
`no eating in class
`read at least 1 story book in a month
`be ABSOLUTELY ORGANISED. in everything.
`be punctual
`try not to use SHIT and bitch.
`do more housework

thank yous-
`GOD
`family
`cousins
`natalie ng shi wei (sorry u don't belong to any group here!) =D
`sec 3/8
`lulabooba
`choir friends
`ijRgymmers
`confirmation group
`confirmation batch
`confirmation facilitators
`red house cheerleaders
`the teachers

+ for making this year so meaningful and nice.
+ for sticking your nose into everything i do
+ for being my friend!

-ilu all. (L)
muacks!

2005-01-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
amazing. one year's past SO quickly.
i can't believe it's 2005. anyway... my mom's calling me now!
having this minor celebration at home.
WITH HER FRIENDS.
heehee. =D
shall have a few new years resolution.
to be updated.

2004-12-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

had a party todayy! =D
had lotsa fun! shall upload the pics soon!
bye-ers!

2004-12-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

On the fifth day of christmas
went shopping with nat.
SHE CUT HER HAIR AGAIN!
i mean i went with her.
anyway, we met in the morning, i was late!
bought lots of things.
nat bought a skirt.
i bought a new pair of shades.
we studied a lil. =D
haha! kk. check out the pics!

2004-12-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

On the Forth day of christmas...
the rhythmic gym party.
it was a really simple one i would say.
nothing fanciful about it.
but i guess we had our share of fun.
we played cards... mahjong!!! and just talked rubbish. =D
we ordered pizza and a KFC!!!
i'll upload the pics another time.
thankew all for coming today.
and please remind me to claim money from the fund.
and and and!
i've done up a nice template for our blog.
but i can't change it.
=D shall let some of you see it first.
can we have a person in charge of photos.
please upload them. XD
you can create a IJrGymmer a/c for that if you want to.
anyway, discuss about this some other time.
really really tired!
hinthint abt the template-
i've gathered PICS of us! US yes US.
djt and xjt and some chalet ones etc.
it's at the side column.
heeeehee. nvm, i fail at describing.
seeing is believing.
i'm going nuts now. it's almost 2 in the morning.
what the heck m i doing here?
arghh. see ya everyone.
and-
an accomplishment.
i bought a pair of school shoes.
one step closer to getting ready for school.
clap clap clap.
a major thing- homework. pftt!
and i need to wrap my books!

i love you rgymmers + lulabooba + 3/8'04 + CLVCians + redhouse cheerleaders + everyone on earth! *muacks.

-ramblings you get from a sane at 1.44 am.

2004-12-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

On the third day of Christmas!
MARVELOUS!
today was sucha nice day.
though i feel quite guilty that i've still got hwk left.
i wanna get it off my back man!
tomorrow's gonna be another long day.
hope everything will turn out well.
I WENT OUT ON AN AWESOME BUDGET SHOPPING SPREE TODAY WITH LEIGHANNE!
spent quite a bit! but not that much. heehee.
it was so uber fun i tell you.
everywhere was having post christmas sales!
AND SHE BOUGHT ME 2 RACER BACKS!
omg omg. i like i like! =D
anyway, we did our marathon.
walked from far east to espirit.
then went home.
too bad i din bring my espirit card.
damnit. i'm so forgetful. heehees.
anyway, merry christmas leighanne.
it was really fun!!! =D
after that... i went for MONA'S PARTY! =D YAYNESS!
i had sucha good time i tell you!
drank quite a lot of red wine.
played lots of cards.
took lots of pics! =D

anyway, see ya all soon!
i miss 3/8! or 4/8 to be!
i havent done my hwk!
AHHHH! see ya!

DESTRUCTIONS

2004-12-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

i'm so worried.
the earthquake thing is so scary!
i hope Aunty Endang is fine.
lately, i've been thinking about what i wanna be when i grow up.
until recently, i've found something.
what does life entail?! it's uber meaningless isnt it?
i'm studying now because everyone is.
and getting good results cos that's what i m suppose to be doing.
i havent really thought about the future.
since my uncle and aunty is in the health industry, i've been quite exposed in that area.
and just last week, i accompanied my uncle who is an anaesthetist to meet a patient to discuss about some appointment.
anyway, as i was looking at those kids going for the various treatments, i felt really.
erm. i dunno what word i should use to describe that feeling.
it was quite touching.
blahhs.
anyway, i think i want to be in that same line.
i think i've found what i wanted to be.
to be specific, no not an anaesthetist.
i want to be a Podiatrists. it's one specialised in ankles, feet, diabetics etc!
however, my uncle said that there are no training courses offered in Singapore.
that means, i've to do it overseas.
it's Picton General hospital training centre. (if i remembered correctly)
or simply, a general doctor.
but i want to have an attachment with NKF.
i feel so ridiculous.
first. i'm so stupid.
second. i'm not smart.
third. i'm not a bio type. (neither m i a physics)
nor a math/humanities kind.
what m i dreaming about hur?

this time i dunno whether i'm being an illusionist, or thinking for real.
anyway, if it is what i'm meant to be.
i will be.
i decided to blog about this because of all the recent natural disasters.
i just watched CNN news.
*uh. i dun wanna blog abt it.
coincidentally, this happened last year as well.
on the same day. (BOXING DAY)
is it something planned by God or what?
i think it's some sort of warning and reminder.
that he's in control.
GOD BLESS US.

moving on.
i'm rather worried about my aunt's neighbour.
her house caught fire.
okay, she actually stays right opp my aunts house.
if you all have been following up the news, (which i haven't)
a 2 storey terrace house caught fire yesterday.
and it's number 4 Goldhill View!
her's is just opp. rahh.
and she's on holiday. XD
oh wells.

as it is.
it's 2.16.
i better sleep.
i'm looking more and more like a panda.
my clocks changing.
uh, bye!

on the second day of x'mas!

2004-12-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

On the Second day of Christmas
woke up quite late! =D
went for lunch with Feline.
we ate at Pastamania. finished my whole plate of pasta.
SO HUNGRY!
we walked around... bought a fila water bottle for my grandmother.
she's so into sports now man.
dunno wadds wrong with her.
you should have seen how elated she was when she looked into the plastic bag.
no, actually when she saw the fila plastic bag.
hohoho. a few days ago. she wasted close to a hundred bucks at royal sporting house.
oh mans, she OWNS at least 5 pairs of sport shoes.
i shall stop bragging before someone robbs her!
anyway, i brought along my tuition things.
so i had to drag myself for a math tuition.
poof. what a sucky christmas.
A MATH! TUITION. wtf. someone please wake me up.
i need to start finding my POA worksheet.
anywayy... as i was saying.
yes! went for tuition. did further trigo.
i'm like some lost shit.
i have no single shit idea about that triple angle shit and differentiating it.
poof. XD
i feel like dropping that subject man.
i dunno what to do!!!
argh. after tuition... i went to eat.
met mom at TP central. =D
going to erm. raffles hotel for supper later.
since i had dinner so early.
yay. =D oh wells.
i m not a happy girl today.
not as happy i was yesterday and the day before. =(
nahs. nothing wrong =)
going for ANOTHER PARTY tomorrow.
at Mona's house this time.
=D
see my lulabooba there.
ohs, and tmr's the 27th!
the 27th!!!
meleighday!
whoohoo!

alrights. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

2004-12-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

On the first day of christmas....
went for a nice meal at Jacks Place. =D
rushed back for choir
met my darling at macs first.
then practiced until about 5.30...
it was rather fun. and i guess we sang quite well!
we then went for dinner at this thai restaurant.
the food was so good.
then i went to my cousin's house for a party.
for sucha short while.
not intending to stay until morning.
all her uni friends were there...
had some whisky and went home.
we played some flour thing! yeeks. so dirty.
too bad my batts were flat.
i hate it man! =D anyway, managed to take some during dinner.
all of u wait for the album.
i'm gonna put all of them together.
oh wells... i guess that's about all.
i guess i sort of repeated what i did. =D

see ya all.

2004-12-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

party last night was good.
i'm now uploading the pics i took today.
went for lunch at Jacks Place.
saw 5 of my mothers friends.
and they (aunty lucy and aunty sin mei and jiejie ushner [or however you spell it]) were like.
"wow, you've grown so much"
and like patting me all over.
OMG. what an embarassment!!!
5. that was quite a lot!
is it some place the adults go to?
heehee. anyway, i got choir prac at 4.
followed by mass and then i'll be going out.
out out out.
=D yay!!!! i don't want christmas to be over.
lalala.

tricia;
merry christmas! LOVE YOU! have fun!!!

keisha;
merry christmass!!! can't wait for school to start!

leighanne;
merry christmas leighyy. =D muacks muacks! we'll plan for the 27th when we go online k?
let's call that day. "the27th-meleigh day"
heehee!!!
miss you truckloads

stef peng;
merry christmas stef!!! you take care yarhs? lovee ya!

stephs;
yes, its steph ant that has it. =D haha. sorry for the confusion. merry christmas all!

siuyying (meimei);
merry christmas dearie! love you too!!!

adeline;
merry christmas babbehh. love you too!

william;
thankss. merry christmas!

i'll blog again later. =D

holiday holiday~

2004-12-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. omg.
it's 2.30! i'm damn excited.
going for the party later.
mom just bought alcohol.
whoopies. yay! hahahaha....
gonna enjoy myself tonight.
aunty just got my dress ready!
and screw it man. my cam's batt is flat.
DAMN IT! uh.
shall blog later.
PARTY TIME!
muacks.
love you all. bye!

24th DECEMBER 2004

2004-12-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

the years ending so quickly.
it's the 24th the 24th!
=D Christmas eve.
i went shopping today again!
had lunch at lips cafe! =D
had tea at TCC.
yeaa. spent about 174.00 today.
bought stuff for people and myself!
bought this really nice top from addidas for ME.
and lotsa clothess.... amounted to about 50.
that's for myself only.
got my chior friends more stuff. =D
really had a hard time choosing.
anyway, i'm going for supper now.
didn't go for the midnight mass cos i'm singing for tmr's christmas masss.
=D going to fullerton hotel for supper.
then going to open presents after that! yay.
=) i'm so happy...
happy that it's christmas.
happy that i'm gonna open my preessies soon
and happy that i'm going for supper at my FAVOURITE hotel!
lols. this years really good.
i've got 23 presents!
counting those not wrapped.
ie: the nike bag from my grandmother...
the espirit clothes
the doll from my cousin.
shall elaborate later.
after i come back from THE PARTY!
=D it's at 2 pass midnight.
should be back by 4 or 5...
yay!
gotta go now.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i'm so happy! LALALA.
hope everyone's having a good time!
yay!!!

2004-12-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

i went shopping today.
spent about 300!
i'm going broke.
heehee... bought majority of my presents!
i feel so accomplished...!!!
had tuition in the morning.
I GOTTA REDO THE COMPO.
DAMN IT.
for the 4th time btw.
arghhh...
that's cos my teacher claimed that it was a last minute piece.
and it wasnt smooth.
and the content was boring.
there was no speech.
there wasnt any actions.
yes, like how do i do that in CHINESE?
oh puh-lease.
shant make sucha fuss.
oh wait. i spent more than 300 plus.
it's the "300plus + 338"
cos i bought my grandmother a new Samsung handphone.
hope she likes it man.
yupp... =D used my ATM card lah.
where did u think i get the money from?
ah wells, can't wait for new year. =D
mama bought for me the NIKE handbag i wanted! +D
YAY YAY YAY!
so happy. and i bought lotsa new clothes from espirit.
now i'm a member.
to be a member, you've just gotta spend 150!
not 300! cool shit man!
not me. my grandmother....
so if anyone wans to buy stuff from there, let me know okay?
you'll enjoy the 10percent discount. =D
and i can get points too! heehee.
OH, and i received a package from my cousin in canada...
it's some make up plus a tube top!
now i gotta get her something.
Putess. =D shall do it tmr. bye!

2004-12-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

we went for caroling today at J8.
met adel chan at tp mrt at 4.
went shopping.
saw james and moses shopping as well.
then met up with nat and cass... then we went to eat.
with cass's grandmother as well.
after that, cass bought this top from FOX.
we saw miss stella ho. and her bf. oh mans.
and we assembled around the stage to prepare.
meanwhile... we took pics and more pics.
i'll upload them soon! =D
MR TANG APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE!
adel, linny and i got sucha major shock.
i almost screamed.
he was with his girlfriend also.
hurhur... =D
anyway, after all that...
the thing finally started.
i was so EMBARRASSED.
There were at least 500 pairs of eyes staring at us man!
at every level. There was this huge crowd. GAWDD!
and all the camera flashes, damn intimidating!
yes, not only cameras, VIDEO CAMS as well.

I didn’t really screw up though. Just forgot to clap once for the hallelujah.
Oops. =D anyway, my other songs were okay.
I think we all did well.
The solos were good too!
When mona was singing… there were screams from somewhere.
And yea, claps and cheers after the songs.
So much for practicing so hard yea?
We were all happy…
I hope that we’ve touched some hearts.
I was trying to sing from my heart though. LOLS.

Mom said that she had this strong feeling that my grandfather was there to watch me.
And that he was really really proud.
Yay!!! Hope that was really true.
Anyway, I wanna thank everyone for their support!
Mommy, Mama, Aunty Narcisa (my maid), boy and mei, aunty Pauline and adeline’s family, nicoles and adeline’s parents, cass and nat’s grandmother, joyce and her family, TOHTOH!!!, mr tang, feline and her friend, mark, julian. EVERYONE! All those watching us also.

the Jean Yip people
the people that came out of their shops
the shoppers
And everyone.

But really, THANK YOU TOH TOH! =D
After the entire thing, we all (CLVCians) flooded the food court!
My brother followed adel and i.
Okay, he was glued to her.
HE LOVES HER MAN! Hahahha
Then after dinner, we left.
So I met up with mommy and all again.
(they were eating there also btw)
anyway, mom and I did a bit of shopping.
Urhg… its Christmas.
Oh wells.
Went home and did some wrapping.
=D
here are some pictures
click here

2004-12-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

heyyas! =D
i feel so blog-deprived!
okay, i'm deprived of everything.
there is so SO much shopping to do.
and i got NO time.
absolutely no time this week.
if there's no rgym. there's caroling.
or whatever knot.
uh. poof.

anyway, here's 11 good reasons why i want school to start.

1) i miss all my friends!!! SO MUCH. i miss 3/8
2) i can't wait for new year
3) there's no point having a holiday because i'm wasting it away.
4) training will be only TWICE a week!
5) i can find out my new teachers
6) i can get more pocket allowance. (as of 1st Jan)
7) there'll be no such thing as Holiday Homework
8) i won't be sleeping so late!
9) there'll be more interesting things to blog about (will there?)
10) i won't need to spend so much money every day. and wasting it on irresistable unneccessaries.
11) i can buy new school shoes.

okay, some of the my reasons are lame. but you get my point right???
SOME people... have been studying and revising a lot. and i havent.
i hate this kinda --- feeling.
SUCKS!
like what's the point of a holiday (esp this holiday) -cos of the Os next year]]]
when i'm not bucking up?
uh.

anyway, as usual. went for gym today...
did lotsa stretching.
no CONDITIONING.
praise the lord. hallelujah!
the last time we did 3 sets. i came home DEAD.
this time. at least i'm still. -alive- *faints
haaha.

i'm beginning to be highly conscious of what i'm blogging cos my cousins are getting smarter and smarter by the day.
the ALL have msn's.
ALL - kev, sean, dave, nat, esther, edward.
okay. i'm not gonna list.
children nowadays. haiz.
but i think i introduced them to this.
and and and.
msn's not the point.
Kevin... has a friendster a/c and Hi5.
okay, i dun really use that.
but anyways, =D for the sake of those using it. =DDDD
oh wells, they all have their own blogs too. manss... =D this is really scaryy.
hahah. and Edward. my P5 cousin.
got his own 700 buck flat digi cam.
when i'm using this fat digi cam!
talk about fairness man.
and and and.
my Sec 1 cousin got a new phone.
a nice phone.
and mine? 8250. wtf.
lols. okay, i dun wanna say anything cos i sort of deserve this...
i'm so carelesss. XD
having LOUSY phones and stuffss...
will lower the risk of getting it stolen. :)
yea, whatever. i feeel so crappy now.

it's been a long time since i've written sucha long post.
but anyway, it's especially for all my blog readers.
ILU!

shoutouts cum tag replies-

chiobu;
hahah... yess chio. =D you didnt find out my secret anyway wad right?

leighanne;
heyyayaa.... =D hahaha... yes please. i miss you shitloadsss man!

stef chua;
the little prince! =D heehee

2004-12-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

click
uploaded more photos.
yea. ice skating ones. though it doesnt show any pics of me ice skating.
i was in the car. =D
anyway, bought lotsa things this evening.
went shopping.
gtg. bye!

losing someone :(

2004-12-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

today.
i went out with Nat!
bought a whole new load of things
really lazy to blog.
maybe tonight.
SEE YA'LL bye!

LIZZIE'S QUITTING GYM.
major isssue here.
sighs. i've no comments.
but now xjt's broken. =(
sighs...!!!!!!!!
i'll really miss you lizzie.
and you'll always be part of the ijRgymmers.
=D take caree.

tag replies-

steph ant;
can u remind me to remind you? lols. i'll try to anyway. loveya!

steph chua;
heehehe. we decided to be in pink. =D see ya on weds! take care!

cass;
sighs. i wanted to go... X( see ya on weds dearie. LOVE YOU!

TANK;
heyy passerby. =D thanks for tagging. merry x'mas too.

shoutouts-

leighanne;
27th.

michyy;
=D see ya tmr! i'll try to be early. =) lovee ya!

2004-12-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

i'm back from the wedding dinner.
ppffft. so tiring. i had fun though...
argh. my heart wasnt at ease throughout the whole 4 hours.
i kept thinking abt caroling. CRAP! i really wanted to go lah okays?
anyway, here are the pics.
click here

cya alls. byee!

2004-12-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

heya! i'm not going for caroling today.
=D those who see this please help me tell mona!
thankss. =D

cos i've gotta wedding dinner on.
bye!

boredom seriously does kill.

2004-12-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

i took this from my baby, Nicole! she posted it in friendster. and i'm bored. so oh wells... going for choir later! this is sure fun stuff. cos we're gonna be flashing away with the cam!
sad thing nat and cass is not gonna be here. MISS THEM!
LOVE my LuLaBooBa!
see yas.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Melissa
Birth date: 16th May 1989
Birth place: singapore
Current Location: singapore
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black-brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: taurus

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: father (pure chinese) grandmother (chinese) grandfather (hainanese) mother (chinese-eurasian) grandmother (pure chinese) grandfather (chinese-dutch) SO I M???
Shoes you wore today: my normal heels
Your weakness: Procrastination
Your fears: loneliness
Your favourite pizza: Hawaiian

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY,
TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on YM: Shit? i dunno?
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it now?
Your best physical feature: erm. eyes?
Your bedtime: about 12 plus-1
Your most missed memory: Confirmation

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton tea
Chocolate or strawberry: Strawberry
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope.
Take showers: duh? who doesn't?
Have a crush(es): yup
Think you've been in love: nah
Like(d) high school: yup!
Want to get married: think so.
Get motion sickness: yess! all the time!
Get along with your parents: depends.
Like thunderstorms: nope!

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: yar
Gone to the mall: DUH!
Been on stage: yeaa!
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yup!
Eaten sushi: yupp!
Gone skating: yea. this past saturday!
Gone skinny dipping: nah.
Dyed your hair: nope. i won't
Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yea...! before swimming.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
Got beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: kinda, but i failed.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hoping to get married: when it's the right time
Children: whatever God gives me.
Describe your dream wedding: in CHIJMES? lols. we've gotta discuss this some other time.
How do you want to die: uh.
What country would you most like to visit: China!!! (for now) wanna go check out my rgym stuffs!

LAYER NINE: IN A PARTNER
Best eye color: anything.
Best hair: not long hair definitely.
Height: taller than me. DUH!

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of piercings: 2.
Number of tattoos: one.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: erm. magazine counted? Once... doing a johnsons advert. blah.
Number of scars on my body: erm. i dunno?
Number of things in my past that I regret: erm, not being who i m.

2004-12-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

confi camp pics.
boy boy's birthday

went shopping today.
in total spent about 700 plus!
it's christmas. so who CARES?! hahaha.
it wasnt my money lah.
went with mommy! but i owe her quite a big some.
haha, saw pam.
walked a whole stretch!
anyway, gotta go now.
have fun with the pics.

adel;
i can't babe. imagestations taking so long to upload.
ask me when i'm online k?
love ya!

angie;
i have done so already!

2004-12-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

shoutouts;

leighanne, trish, mon, claire, stef;
I MISS YOU ALL. take care okay? love love love.
leighyyness. so 27th yea???

cass;
i feel like pushing you down the split like how my teacher does it to me. lols.
ahhaa. u take care okay? rock on dearie.

steph;
thanks! but which steph are you???

toh;
hahahha ! missing ya a lot too! study hard and be happy with whatever you're doing. happy early christmas

jeannette;
i can't access it. something wrong.

to all those i missed out...
not that i forgot u or what. but i m really lazy. love ya. if u want a shoutout then let me know on my board!

2004-12-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

back from caroling.
it was fun.
think we did well.
they liked it.
gonna sleep now.
photos later. bye

2004-12-16T15:49:00.000+08:00

todays a nice day.
the sky is bright...
the sun is shining.
i'm retarded!
went for rgym today.
quite okay lah. nice improvement.
anyway, really tired. got caroling later.
cya bye!

2004-12-15T11:38:00.000+08:00

i'm back from choir camp.
one word to describe it - "Pleasurable"

there were four groups:
Specs-
Pax-
Gaudium-
Amor-

anyway, in specific:
Monday,
last minute as usual.
packed my stuffs
met adel and took some pics in church
reached some ulu pandan place somewhere in loyang (changi)
it was supposed to be aloha chalet.
okay, at that kinda location?
it was so quiet.
we were surrounded by a thick forest and grass etc.
just one one-leveled house rooted somewhere out of no where.
anyway, our laughters, singing and all definitely filled up the ulu-ness and chased away all the unknown bugs!
but somehow! those stubborn bugs got immuned to our singing and noise so quickly. ~~some~~ most of us still got bitten!
we started off with games and more games.
we picked a secret pal. i got dern.
and later found out that angie was my secret pal.
my group-
clement, gabriel, jeffery, gillian, sam tay, linn and i
yea. we kinda rock lah. it was OKAY.
and my room mates were-
adel, nat, cass, gracia, mar, sam fern, pauline and i think thats all.
played dogeball.
i sucked at doging but i din really get doged.
so i played the whole game.
game 1- we lost.
game 2 we won.
so our position was 3.
out of 4.
played more games and all. quite fun!
after that...
there was a singing practice. as well as dinner.
everything ended really late.
as late as about 12 plus 1.
so by the time my turn for the toilet came.
it was almost 2.30 i think!
slept right after that.
next to me was nat, cass and sam.
the 4 lucky us got the beds.
i mean 4 of us squeezed onto 2 beds!
lols. woke up early the next morning.
did the norms... was really tired and all.
the games on the second day was fun.
(really lazy to elaborate.)
and had talent time as well.
WHICH WE WON! the theme was "silent night"
meaning that it was a mime.
gabriel was really cute. and CLEMENT was really good.
it was funny. LOLS.
before talent time. we had a minor bitching sesssion.
laughed quite a bit.
dinner was bbq.
quite nice food.
followed by PnW.
it was fun! duh-er.
and some saboing session.
I DO NOT WANT TO ELABORATE.
sang again and went to bathe.
played cards too and all.
after that i slept.
Last day.
woke up an hour later instead.
we were all dead tired!!!
went back to church and home.
went shopping in the afternoon.
bought quite a handful of things.
had dinner at Jacks Place!
okay, shall blog another time.

LEAVING FOR CHOIR CAMP (unwillingly)

2004-12-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

alright. i'll be going for choir camp soon.
meeting in church at 2.30?
yup. so to all my blog readers.
see ya and love you! will be back soon!
BYE!

2004-12-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

back.
rather much stuff to blog.
went to snow city yesterday (saturday)
fun. really lame... i was throwing snow at santa clause sat on the tyres thingaling.
ZOOMED down the slope! it was really cold i reckon.
oh wells, that's why it's called SNOW city.
after that i went for choir...
sang for mass and my aunty picked me up from church.
had a sumptious dinner followed by computer games.
I'M WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME.
supposed to have a studying party, in the end we ended up playing.
nevertheless, we made it up today!
started off the day with Ice Skating. =D
it was fun fun and more fun.
although i wasn't those pro's! i enjoyed myself.
saw a girl wearing this leotard.
djt. perhaps we could use something like that as our leo.
i'll bring pics on thurs
went for lunch after that and we went back for computer games.
addicted to the roller coaster tycoon! =)
heehees.
reached Kuku Wan Ling and Uncle Tom's house at around 6.
ate NICE YUMMY pizzas kuku cooked.
after that we wanted to go upstairs to study.
to be specific- the attic.
anyway, we played at the pond area, catching.
lols. and started studying at around 7-8! not sure.
until 10.30. of cos with distractions here and there!
lols.
annyway. wanna say this
i think the santa clause at snow citys damn ugly.
haha! he so doesnt look like one okay.

will be going for camp from tomorrow until Weds
not gg for training.
MISS TRAINING.
MISS THE COM.
i miss everything!
arghh! lols.

and HAPPY CONFIRMATION MONICA!

RHYTHMIC GYM TRAUMA PART 2

2004-12-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

it's my brother's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYBOY.

had rhythmic gym this morning ~~AGAIN~~
played games first.
then ran 20 rounds! PFfftTtt.
so many... it was hilarious when lao shi said -20.
and i heard an immediate reaction from christable.
"siao"
haaha. we all laughed.
anyways, after some "fun". did the 20 rounds. tiring? quite.
went straight to splitting. YAY!
NO CONDITIONING. life is good.
was rather stiff. only managed 180 degrees for both legs.
like what happened? even venalie went lower for her right leg. LOLS.
lao shi ~~pushed me down~~ stepped on me.
and yeaps. went right down, rubbed my but against the floor cos it was so damn pain.
just wriggled here and there... to try and find a comfortable.
didnt manage to anyway.
but at least... could go down when she stepped.
YAYNESS. + painess.
we did the norms after that.
i think i injured my left lower leg.
really hurts.
especially right after the jumps.
thankew pam for lending me that cream thing.
at least it relieved the pain for quite some time.
did our moves and all. think lao shi was quite pleased with us.
~~FOR ONCE~~ *nods
we discussed about our leotard colours and all.
it's sucha bore man.
can't choose dull colours cos it's too boring.
and light colours. like my great suggestion- light blue.
not applicable cos the other djt members are too ~~fat~~ big.
HOW HOW HOW? gonna show her the pics on tues or wad.
after training....
which suprisingly ended early. at abt 12.]
we mingled a while. yes yes. go ahead you all. shout melissa.
and kang wei. blah blah blah! =P
i rushed to kiddy palace to get my brother his b'day pressie.
then mommy picked me up and we went to crown prince hotel for lunch.
*yewl.
haha. but thank god it was in orchard
so right after lunch. we went to paragon to shop.
yay. haha after that we went to swensens for ice cream.
got home and yea. on the com.
slacked my whole evening thru.

and i thought it was abt time i put up my x'mas wishlist.
click here.

have fun everyone. and take care!

RHYTHMIC GYM TRAUMA

2004-12-10T01:17:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.
today lao shi came back.
from aussie.
greeted us with her nice grin.
offered us aussie chocolates and sweets and stuff.
so nice of her.
she was in sucha nice mood.
then she even allowed us to play a game...
a game that caused me so much pain.
lols, pain- yes. muscel aches
it was a match thing. and the looser group had to do a forfeit.
XD what kinda thing is thaT?
in the end... my group lost.
so we had to do the forfeit.
the other group won but had to do with us... cos they "played cheat"
lols. life's always fair. *grins.
the forfeit was to hop on one leg for 2 rounds around the whole gym mat.
gawd! it was bloody tiring.
lols. almost collasped.
after forfeit encounter we had, she forced us onto the floor with her glaring eyes and squrky voice. we all obediently did conditioning for one minute.
at the 1/2 minute. i could not even gather enough strength to lift my legs and arms 90degrees.
talk about doing a proper one. HurHUR.
we did more and more of that.

then it was splitting time!
YAYNESS. i love stretching. but NOT OVERSTRETCHING.
yes, we all did the splitting together.
one leg on the floor and the other on the mat.
=D my right leg was nice today. lao shi said "hao"
cos i suprisingly went down and my butt was rubbing against the floor.
nevertheless, she had to step on my toes. cos i din really point well.
then it was "left legs" turn.
YUCK! absolutely- BU HAO.
yes. argh. i was doing it on the floor.
rather straight after slight pushing.
when i put my leg on the elevated mat.
it was horrible.
like quite far from the floor.
until lao shi stepped on me.
was close but still.
I LOVE MY RIGHT LEG MORE. hmph

after that did back stretchings and ti tui's
then the split jumps(kua tiao) and ksk, and lu tiao.
(nvm, only those rgymmers understand)
ah wells, there was a slight improvement i guess.
cummon djt! must have nicer poses and attitudes.
you all 3 are still not 'looking preety'.
remember what lao shi said???

we started on our pao jie right after the jumps.
pao jie- throw and catchs?
IT WAS NICER, BETTER AND YES BETTER.
=D well done us.
oh and yea, they all shouted kang wei again today.
oh mans. tomorrow again. (hopefully not)
well, we'll see.
after rhythmic,,,, i took the bus to TP.
bought my fruit juice and went back home.
ate lunch, bathed and rested whilst waiting for tuition.
had chinese tuition at 4.30
and at 4.23... my cousin and aunty called.
"melissa, you wanna play badminton with us??? we can fetch you now!"
"WHAT? WHY U NEVER SAY EARLIER. OF COURSE I WANT! WHO DOESN'T. DAMN THE BLOODY CHINESE TUITION."

i was so irritated man. anyway, they suggested ice skating on sat/sun.
excited as well. =D whoo hoos!!!
dinner was at home.
oh and during tuition...
i was reading the chinese newspapers. *YUCK
and i saw miss shanthi and helen tan on it.
omg. as i was glancing... i saw this familiar face.
and YES it was her... listening some lecture as to how to be more interesting in class etc.
seriously, i think they're really good and all already.
not that they can't improve further.
but compared to other teachers.
interest level- 8/10
their lessons are rather informative and yet ~~not boring~~ interesting.
ah wells, i really appreciate their efforts - as in trying to be better teachers.
i call this --- dedicated.
really wanna award them for it. i feel quite touched. =D tee hees.

yeas, until now. i still wonder.
the best always try to be better.
the lousy... loses hope and gives up. they remain lousy forever.
likewise... the rich(s) are more likely to get richer, and poor, poorer.
isn't this widening the gap?
life's really a joke.

anyway, wanna do some shoutouts.

LOONEYSSS (michy andrea and i) ;
i love you all. and yeappies. really excited abt the x'mas party as well. it's gonna be great.

3/8;
really miss you all. and i look forward to next year badly.
esp to fiona and angelina... i've received your x'mas cards. thankewss! you all are so sweet.
i'll send mine out asap!

lulabooba;
HEY MY DARLINGS. yes. more photo taking soon. love ya all loads. and whens our caroling at J8? i'm getting my cam all ready. see ya all soon kkays? kisskisskiss + hughughugs

-gIrLs jUsT wAnNa HaVe fUn```

2004-12-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

ah wells, havent been blogging for quite some time.
anyway, rgym yesterday was fun. slacked quite a bit. heehees.
and yes ma'ams. they kept making fun of me and him.
right... =D they kept making fun of him too! haha.
thanks for publicising it your blogs ah...! *LOVE YOU
ahem.

anyway, after that... i met nat and feline. they swam at my house.
had lotsa fun! taught feline how to swim.

today i went out with nat.
shopped at united square.
=D
welcome to the slacking world.
dun wanna do this.
i need self control.
god please help me.
i need self discipline.
this sucks.

2004-12-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

heys. havent been blogging.
guess i should do it now.
lols... yes. i had a math tuition yesterday.
it's a general summary.
anyway, today.
i went with nat to Macs for breakfast.
then studied a little.
well at least we tried to.
didnt achieve much though.
just completed a few qns from physics.
and my math TYS.
oh wells, better than nothing.
i always have a consolation for myself.
haha.
anyway, after the so called study session.
we went for lunch.
i din really eat much.
just some fruits-watermelons.

after that... i went to develop my photos.
lols... it'll be done by tmr. yay...
they are the confirmation ones + the genting trip ones.
HANG ON THERE.

would be going for training tomorrow.
sad thing.
lols... =D DJT shall strive and blast next years com.
we'll see abt that.
alright. gonna pack.
going to the gym at nats club followed by the suana then the cold pool and warm pool.
sounds good doesnt it?
yayness.
with feline as well!
gonna get ready my things.
see ya all!

Genting Trip

2004-12-05T01:50:00.000+08:00

okay, the computer is irresistable.
it's 1.51 past midnight and i still have the guts to come online secretly.
i just have to do this.
this sucks seriously...
no self control or wad?

anyway, the first day.
drove up. woke up at 6 in the morn okay!
had lunch. and wasted time here and there.
reached genting only at around 2.30?
yeaps. we checked in and started the day
bought a 2 day ticket thing for the indoor theme park.
okay, it was the First World Theme park.
it's all kiddy rides please.
sat almost all of them.
including the carousel.
most of the time, aunty narcisa and i was stuck to the Euro Express... it was this roller coaster thingaling. not that thrilling lah. WTH.
anyway, had dinner with aunty only. mom and the rest of my family went to ahyat or wadever to enjoy the suckling pig, sharks fin and whatever knot. (YUCK!)
the claimed that it was much cheaper there.
yah right. total bill was added up to about 300 over RM! cheap? my foot. and it was only 3 adults.
i had a sumptious meal at Pizza Hut instead.
that was so much better please.

anyway, after that i continued sitting the lame roller coaster.
it was fun. cos of the picture taking at the last part.
omg. the pics were damn funny.
i din buy it. it costed 15 RM for one okayy.

yea, the other lame ones were excpetionally slow.
just ended up flashing around with my cam.
my mom got so pissed of.
she kept forcing me to enjoy the damn rides and not keep taking pics.
well at least that was the least i could do right?
on the whole, i did have fun.
before bed time.
i played UNO cards with my maid!
yea! din know how precious my cards were until i had nothing to do.
hurhur!

woke up on the second day early.
went down to enjoy the weather.
got disturbed by this rowdy bunch of malay boys.
went back up to have a drink and all
then we went back to First World hotel.
michy called me.
she said that there were NO da ji ti rgymmers.
omg. I WAS SO SHOCKED. lols.
hope they came... =D
we toured down to First world again!
it was rather convinient because we were staying at Resort hotel.
i TRIED to do some shopping.
couldnt.
was so worried i couldnt complete it.
din buy much for myself though.
changed about 200 RM!
still short okay.
spent only about a hundred that day.
bought a couple of things for people.
lols. and a sleeveless for myself.

we then bought the outdoor theme park tickets.
amounted to about 200 RM! omg.
ahha, sucha waste!
i tried all the rides.
the ques were BAD! the rides were fun no doubt.
i started with the spinner.
that was closest to the entrace.
then followed by the super toboggan
and then the cyclone. my god. that was sucha blast. XD
after the thrill rides. i accompanied my brother.
sat the baby jumbo elephant and the astro fighter.
blah blah. i even went to the kiddies playground.
sat the swing. it was fun okay!
it was almost evening by then!
oh ya. my brother sat on this donkey.
as in a real one!
it was so damn cute okay... =D
i wanna bring it home man! heehee.

for dinner ended up eating this hainan chicken rice thingaling?
no comments. i was forced to eat that. so yar i did.
continued with the rides.
my brother got sick and lost his voice.
poor thing! it was funny though.
his sexy voice.... hahhaha!
the night ended VERY quickly.
went to the arcade.
wasted at least a good 50 RM!
it was mommy's money so... XD

on the third day, Friday.
we had to check out and move to genting hotel.
cos there were no rooms or something like that i think!
it was quite okay.
then settled lunch quickly and went back to the outdoor theme park.
wanted to sit the corkscrew but it wasnt working.
and theres a new thrill ride but it's not up yet.
it's called flying coaster.
so cool man! hahaha... anyway, i went onto the rolling thunder, followed by the flying dragon.
din really take many pictures.
shall upload those i take soon!
but not now! :)

on the last day.
woke up for early breakfast at Macs.
did last minute shopping.
i was rushing like some mad woman.
haha... bought for more people more stuff!
hope i remembered everyone.
OH! i bought this sylvester cushion thing for Feline.
hurhur. mommy thought i was mad.
anyway, just found out that Taufik won Singapore Idols.
Yay!!! haha.
it's quite expected lah.

alrights. i better get going. it's 2.23 already!
URGH... i will survive.
really miss all of you shittyloads.
catch up later. =D

kenneth;
lols. thanks, enjoy ur holiday... =D

natalie;
lols. so m i! take care man. love ya!

adel;
ohoh! hahaha... i will asap kk??? need ta scan it! luvv ya!

2004-11-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

okay, had rgym today.
really stretched ALOT. trained quite a bit too. like usual.
that darling joyce kept making fun of me and that guy lah!
its even on her blog!!! omg.

anyway, after training i went shopping with Nat.
bought a new bikini and that's all.
nat bought one too! YAY. finally.
after much persuasion =D
congrats nat!

anyway, shopped at Far east.
went home and met for dinner.
saw yap ai li on the way.
*gives me another reason to hate myself for coming out more!
basically, i just hate myself.
whatever

Yar, had sectionals, sang the christmas carols only. =D duh.
no comments.
after that... left and met mom... ate ice cream and went home.

i feel so moody today.
stop suanning me
X(

don't wanna blog already...
leaving for genting tomorrow.
bye!

2004-11-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

okay.
to those who can't view my photos and
if they ask you to sign in.
my username is...
melsakoh
and password is...
thrnhmj

YUP YUP!
have fun.
if you heck my account.
then i shall heck yours too!

bye!

2004-11-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! the rhythmic chalet photos are up.
thankew michy.
took it from her!
click here

have fun viewing them!

the youth rally pics are up too!
took it from cass.
thankew cassy.
click here

yes, so basically. that's what i've been doing the whole of today.
now it's down to my shopping list for my genting trip.
gonna do it.
slacked the whole day today
how great thou ark.

anyways, back to concrete stuffs.
i havent been blogging in a long while.
thanks to all my patriotic taggers.
i'm sorry but i'm lazy to reply.
i'm getting lazier and lazier each day.
there's gonna be training tomorrow.
all B div group members PLEASE BE PRESENT.
i'm begging for full attendance!

AND.
please be sure that you come properly attired.
plus.
bring your apparatus if you need to.

okay, din blog abt youth rally on Sat.
here it is.
really boring. no deal.
went there to support the darlings that were in the band.

Sunday-
i went for tuition and shopping
yay.
plus dinner.
it's been a long while i wore a nice skirt.
as in those "elegant" ones.
i finally did wear it for dinner
together with a black top and a hot pink shawl.
felt so wierd.
we went to Raffels Town Club thats why.
not the normal buffet style thing.
but the damn chinese one upstairs.
YEWL.
okay. be grateful for the food i have!
no yewlings.

LASTLY!
the four eight blogs up.
click here

that should be about it.
excited abt genting.
i dunno why.
maybe it's the shopping!!!!
yay.
take care all.
bye!

2004-11-27T14:30:00.000+08:00

oh wells wells... today had rhythmic gym again,
thought the other schools.
St Margrets and St Nicks.
they are all better than us. *pouts
although we coodinate better and know the whole thing.
it's a disgrace when they beat us during the com cos we taught them the routine!
oh wells. that dumb St Mars jiao lian was video taping us, and me and joyce especially.
WTH! gosh. i couldnt do anyhting properly okay. so embarrassed.
anyway, really tired.
gotta go for choir later!
gonna feel very sleepy man!
was online till one plus yesterday and woke up at 7.30!
argh. mom doesnt allow me to go for youth rally cos we're gonna buy stuffs for our holiday later tonight.
sad case. sorry cass. still love you k?

my biggest shoutout goes to my babehh;
thanks for everything, thanks for making me me and changing my life in such a big way.
i love you loads. we shall take more pics later kk? YAY!

my second biggest shoutout goes to nat;
hey hey hey! omg. thanks for the necklace. still havent thanked you enough.
and yup, i'll promise to find a day for tanning with you and feline + adel???

my bestest shoutout;
hey cassy babeh. if you see this in time. i'd be wearing my skirt taday! tada. can't go for youth rally. ah mans. i havent had enough of God. i miss cath class. see u later!

lizzie;
heyhey! aha forgot me ah? hope you had fun! see u during the next training! take care meanwhile. BYEBYE!

nicole;
heyya. oh wells!!! haha. i love cycling! yay!

leighanne;
hey what happened to our meleigh day? haha. another time yeas? =D going to genting! want anything???

nat;
take care too babe. love ya!

anon;
erms. hello. wasn't it you the previous time? it's the same IP.

2004-11-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

today was so tiring and yet fun.
woke up at 7.30
thanks mommy. SO EARLY.
and i was still late.
waited for the toilet for damn long lah. din want to use the room one cos i'd wake my siblings up.
anyway, reached CCAB and it was raining.
had training. omg. my muscels ache now! as usual
HOHOHO! XD
anyway training was fine. went through the entire routine.
gonna teach the other schools tmr.
so nervous! heh. heh.
anyway, after rgym i ~~went~~ rushed home.
and got ready for my movie treat.
watched the incredibles.
upon 10 i'd rate it. 7.5?
haha. i dunno?
maybe 7
it was quite okay.
yup. went with nat, est, sean, edward and sheryl.
yea. din do anything today.
my cousin Esther... got back her PSLE results! and she is going to SCGS!
BORING!
no offence.
she got in.
hurhur! anyway, thats all.
see ya all! bye!

2004-11-25T11:40:00.000+08:00

okay. i just came back from my rhythmic gym chalet.
i really had shitloads of fun.
not too bad! sun burnt as well.
so much for trying to tan with andrea.
and swimming for dunno how many hours.
hahaha! so yea... my marks still there. XD

Day 1
i simply love doing this huh?
anyways, i met michy and mariann (my darling juniors)
at Bishan MRT. went for lunch at J8! (mos)
and then we went grocery shopping. (part 2)
bought sparkling juice and more food stuffs that we could eat! heh heh.
took a cab to coasta sands at downtown east.
reached there and went straight to the chalet.
packed up a little bit
went swimming......
came back to the chalet towards evening and started pigging out
nicole, andrea and i bathed together. haha.
anyway, watched some TV, told some ghost stories and all.
and played in the night. =D
slept on the bed. in this order
me andrea nicole erica
and on the floor in front of me was
marian jessica liz michelle (in that order)
and on the floor next to the bed was pam.
haha. slept inside incase i fell down XD
fell asleep really fast though!

Day 2
Woke up early.
had breakfast.
went down to the park for cycling.
cycled the double one with andrea.
so fun! ahah. i was in front. -_-
we definitely sprinted.
ahha went so so fast.
just that *ahem kept making us slow down and stopping us.
giving lame reminders! wth.
anyway, we cycled till dead end.
see how much we exercised! ahah
we fell twice.
first time when andrea attempted to be in front.
woah. we just fell off the bike. ahah!
and the second time when i was abt to return the bike.
it got stuck in a small drain! yes. ahhaa... so funny!
we went exploring mangrove swamps and all.
i had lots of fun!
anyway... after that. the juniors went swimming.
whilst andrea and i planned for the amazing race game.
we went to bury the things and hide the stuff and all.
then we started the game at 11.15.
i was in charged of the station at the swimming pool.
anyway, the 'amazing race' thing was over soon after and we headed to the chalet for a bite before swimming.
after a short swim. we went back for lunch. shared cup noodles with Marian.
then andrea and i sat along the pool. eating our cup noodles + drink.
and pounced back into the pool straight after plus (suntan)
hoho.
anyway, had a nice swim. then we went back and dried ourselves under the sun outside our chalet.
with the cat as the center of entertainment.
XD
we were munching on seaweeds and junk.
after a long while. we started the bbq.
had the bbq. i liked it...
when the seniors were abt to arrive.
andrea and i went to pick them up whilst the rest prepared their flour and all.
good grief.
they (cerise, gen, alicia and janice) were at the wrong resort!
when they finally arrived.
they brought water bombs.
and threw it at andrea and me. yes both of us got wet.
haha!!! yupp.
i had so much fun!
anyway thats abt all.

see ya!

2004-11-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

bye bye everybody!!!!!!!
miss you. miss me!

fiona; yesh yesh! sighss... love you too! take care!

<.>; please be sure of what you're reading. i was referring to my friend sugarr

ALRIGHTS! byebye! i'm gonna miss my computer!

2004-11-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

today passed so quickly.
i've wasted one day in my life.
did grocery shopping with pamela, marian and jessica.
bought the food to bbq and the gifts for the people graduating!
oh wells. went to raffels town club for a swim in the evening followed by bowling.

tmr i'll be leaving for my 3 days 2 nights chalet.
miss me everyone.
sad thing. i'll not be going to aussie with my grandmother and her friend on the 24th.
argh. anyway, there'll most prolly be training on Friday.
and on Sat. choir again!
then Sunday is the girls day out!
that includes kuku, nati and esthy.
yay! can't wait to buy new things.
anyway, i'll really miss all of you for the next 3 days!

and i'm really missing confirmation badly!!!
the camp, the cath class, the people.
everything!!! argh. happy moments never lasts.
but memories will remain forever.

anyway.
shoutouts;

leighanne;
how was bangkok???!!! missed you!!! and its celestine.

kenneth;
still at ur friends house???

cass and adel;
thankss!!! love you both!

nat;
you too babe. love ya. you did the thankews well! =D

tohtoh;
thank you dearie. i don't wish to mesmerise any of them! hahaha! =D love ya!

everyone;
miss me as much as i miss you!

2004-11-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

CONFIRMATION

yup. my confirmation was today.
i really enjoyed it.
started off the day well.
met feline for lunch.
ate at the food court.
went back to my house to make up.
put on my powder and whatever knot. XD
it was fine... then was deciding an eye shawdow colour.
feline chose hers so quickly.
purple it was.
i chose brown instead. not that obvious.
so can't really see it.
quite okay i guess...??? anyway, put on my make up.
looked preety and all.
*nods.
changed into our clothes.
you'll see it when i upload the pix.
we were so excited!
i tell you. we got ready by 3.30! OMG!
left my house at 4.15.
anyway, took quite a lot of pix.
got some cards and presents from people.
it was a handful!
thankew nicole-for the card!
feline- for the gift and the card
kenneth-for the key chain and sweet note.
adeline chan-for ur handmade card
mass was rather okay.
the choir was quite good. =D
anyway, i was so damn cold.
and nervous in case i forgot something.
i named my holy spirit.
this name came into my mind just before communion time during mass yesterday.
and it kept coming back today.
so i guess its the right name.
really like it!
anyway, the anointment was good.
so many IJ people came!

cass and adel; my babehhss... whats my confi gonna be like without u man?
claire wang- thankew for that flower.
claire neu-thanks for coming!!! and all that huggss!
Jo- i love you man! haha
monique-omgomg. I LOVE YOU! thanks for coming. you made a real difference. i'll be there for yours too! see ya.
natalie-thanks for all ur gifts. the necklace and the card! really liked it all!
anon- not gonna reveal ur name. thanks for the flowers!
nicole goh and boon- thankew for the card sweetie!
pamela- thankew for your pin dearie! thankss for being there.
tohtoh- OMG! thankew toh. i really liked the pinky bookmark. i was really happy u came! love ya!
so so many more people. =D just cant finish naming them all.
thanks for coming! i was really happy!!!

thankews:
lester- for the card!
nana- thankew as well!!!
audrey-thanks cher.
sebastian-thanks lots.
aunty pauline,
jiejie angie,
mama,
kukus and all.

will upload the pix soon!!!!! love ya all!

hello.

2004-11-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello.
had confirmation practice this morning.
sitting right in front.
haha. with my dearies.
=D love them all!
anyway, excited about tmr!
YAY! omg.
cant describe my feeling.
went town today
went to novena b4 that.
saw miss shanthi. =D
miss her quite a bit man!!!
anyway, choir was fine.
as usual. gotta go now. =D bye.

william;
haha. thankew.

steff;
you take care too... love ya loads.

natasha;
heyy babe. thanks a lot. happy confirmation in advanced. =D love ya!

lizzie;
heyhey. cya too... haha. take lotsa care!!!

anonymous;
hurhur. okay thank you. btw its you rock. not rocks. (just ta let you know) no offence.

kenneth;
hahaha... =D i didn't even see you. tmr then! cya.

roge;
thanks!!! GOd bless ya!

2004-11-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

had rhythmic gym just now!
okay, latic adic build up.
for 2 days.
OMG. whatever...
really busy today.
going shopping now!!!
yay. bye!

RHYTHMIC GYM

2004-11-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

had rhythmic this morning.
going to have tuition soon.
trained with raffels.
they're flexible.
but not as good as i thought.
still better though. -_-
anyway, we paired up and yup.
did the routine. was nice.
did only 2 sets of conditioning.
that means 20 times 2= 40 sit ups.
and 40 V-ups, 40 sides, 40 leg lifts, 40 backs.
and all that.
if u wanna count.
it's 5 times 40 that is 200 diff kinds
talk about tired and dead.
yea. not that bad though. previously was worst. it was 3 sets.
did i mention leg conditioning?
never mind.
i'm aching all over again. =D
anyway, mommy fetched me from CCAB.
was okay.
waited quite long for her.
did i mention?
i hate blogger.
it's made me addicted to the computer.
as well as MSN. they all SUCK!
anyway, had lunch.
went to fix up my 600 over bucks camera.
bought it so long ago.
and only now i'm going to the service center to service it.
its absolutely screwed up. XD
collected the funds today.
oh wells, looking forward to confirmation.
going to have my tuition later. OH MANS.
I HATE TUITION. esp when its chinese. )=

okay, shall update you all later...
wanna tell all my taggers. I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU!!! *big buggy hug

stef;
heyyhey. how've u been? thanks for being so fun. and for pushing me to do my work! =D thankew...!!! love you loadss.

cass;
oh babeh. i love you. haha... his assets are nicer than mine okayy. =D

babeh;
how could i forget you? =DD see ya this sat! love!

nicole baby;
heyy. sorry ah. can't go on Sat night. got something else. promised them already! have fun. all the best darling. =)

tohtoh;
hurhur. =D see you darlingy. misssed you quite a bit. okay, A LOT. take care.

anon;
yes yes sir. XD so the tys answer was really wrong ah?

leighanne;
have a nice trip dearie. don't forget me!

marianne;
i liked you up already... YUP! camp was so so much fun! a once in a lifetime experience. it ought to be fun right? don't forget my warm fuzzie! see ya on Sat! =D Have fun! love loovees!

james;
jealous ah? =D ahah! God Bless ya too. (see ah. before the camp. no god bless! just take care or wadeva knots. suddenly someone became so holy.)

fiona;
oh yea. hope you had a good time. see you tmr. call u later! =D we'll have our sleepover in our room yeas? i think we're meeting after feline does her hair. =P haha. i dunno? tag me as soon as u see this alrightS?

roge;
erm. good afternoon! =D

thats all. if you want a shoutout... leave a note in my tagboard! +D tc alls. bye!

2004-11-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

oh my sugar puffs.
damn. planning for my gym camp.
EVERYONE please hand in ur money, forms and coloured paper by tomorrow.
PLEASE.
make life easier for me.
latest by friday.
please confirm whether you're going or not.
and please find out what food you can bring.
i've got the list with me.
please ask me for it.
thanks.

OKAY. good night! theres rgym tmr!

oh shit

2004-11-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT.
I'M SLACKING.
HAVENT DONE ANY WORK TODAY.
WASTED 1 MORE DAY.
I SUCK.
OH WELLS, LIFE SUX
ITS NOT FULFILLING.
shall buck up tomorrow.
OKAY, EVERYDAY... I'M SAYING TOMORROW.
THE DAY'LL NEVER COME.
ANYWAY, LOOKING FORWARD TO MY CONFIRMATION! =D
EVERYBODY... PLEASE COME!

boring

2004-11-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

Oh mans!
today we had rhythmic gym.
it was super duper tiring.
worst than what i expected it to be.
slacked quite a lot.
yes, lets buck up.
anyway, slacked the whole of today.
just chatting online and all that.
oh wells, havent studied.
wasted how many weeks of holiday?
2 plus. thats it man. i gotta do some work soon!
happy day everyone.
GOD BLESS!

MISSING IT BADLY.

2004-11-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

okay. i have to blog about this.
i really miss confi camp!
i miss that wonderful company and all.
oh manz. i'm gonna pray
good night everyone.

2004-11-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm back from my confi camp.
this is gonna be a terrifying long post.
congrats to all those that can sustain reading it.
my tagboards flooded, friendster, as well as my inbox.
hohoho. =D

nice conversation on my tagboard anyway. hurhur -.-
thanks!

anyways, i'm back from my 3 day confirmation camp.
theres so much to blog about.
i dunno whether i can do it.
for the lazy bums.
heres the summary.
i'll go into detail later on!

Basically, i feel really good.
think my days were spent well.
although i dreaded some of the talks,
i've learnt a lot from it
and i'm proud to say how privilleged i m.
to be a catholic.
from today onwards,
all the risen christ confirmants...
will try to be good children of God.
*nod nod*
the camp was fun.
games, exercises...
FOOD, the night.
when we climbed up our bunk beds.
=) my friends were great.
everything was good.
Praise and Worship was fun.
guessed everyone had a good time dancing as well.
we sort of turned the room into a disco.
a spiritual one though. hurhur.
with the lights of.
and singing! and jumping and dancing.
yar.

okay, here it is in details.
DAY 1. Friday
what a morning.
feline called me like 5 times before i woke up.
had breakfast with Feline at Macs.
met Fiona and Tash at the same time.'
supposed to be with james. but he was too shy to sit with us.
we had a good breakfast then went to church to find out our groupings.
nothing new, we were all seperated.
no same person from the same class could be put into the same group!
anyway, the only familiar face was Christabelle.
from 3/1. yay! at least i know someone.
when we assembled in our groups...
i had only 1 girl-friend. the rest of em' were guys.
POO! we started off with ice breakers.
played whacko, and reverse whacko.
it was quite okay.
after that, we were told that we had to prepare for a talent night.
so 2 groups were combined.
YAY! i had felicia.
haha, kim! so many IJ gurls. i was so elated!
HAHA! YAY! anyway, we sat in a circle.
and we had to prepare a skit.
which has to revolve around a parable.
and that was about the prodigal son.
it was pretty easy.
we took forever to brain storm our ideas,
guess the ice breakers did not really work.
anyway, Edwin was chosen as the crew manager.
he picked an assistant and WTH. i was the producer.
like i can come out with something really interesting.
especially when its abt a story from the bible.
anyhow, we changed it a bit. and added a tinge of *bolly*wood.
never mind, you won't get it.
=D

we headed there right away.
started lunch. it was fish. *yewl.
haha. not that fantastic.
i did not like it.
went for the talk by Father Michael
he's so funny.
it was great.
laughed a lot here and there.
his funky jokes in between made the whole thing so colourful
he told us to do something.
think i wanna do it.
gonna buy my book ASAP.
after his talk
we went to do reflections
wrote it in our own booklets given
and then we shared within our groups.
after that was done,
we used some time to prepare and practice for the skit.
it turned up OKAY.

we had dinner. the food was slightly better than lunch
still fish
it was friday.
buffet style. kinda cool.
after dinner was already "the thing"
OMG. haha.
i was playing this taitai role.
my fan got squashed a bit okayy.
haha. anyway, yea... don't think i sounded bossy.
people won't laugh if i did.
wth.heck it.
the night was good.
we were blindfolded and all.
lots of reflections.
just sat down there.
for quite long.
it was meaningful.
thats the main thing i guess.
after that... all of us gathered.
our cath class gang.
the gurls were hugged in a position
that was so comfortable.
haha. thats cos i was the one lying.
anyway, think everyone enjoyed each others warmth.
(the room was cold!)
praise and worship was wild!
it ended and i had supper.
we were all tired!
there were double deckers provided
Feline, and i slept on top!
Sylvia and nicole were at the bottom!
before sleeping.
we played a few games of cards.
then went to sleep.
i did my reflections before sleeping.
then said a little prayer.
and read my book until i could sleep.
it was alright.

Day 2. Saturday
it was a very heavy day.
packed with so many activities.
i woke up at abt 6 plus close to 7.
the chickens were noisy.
after a whole nights sleep with Feline.
i smelt like her.
HAHA. just kidding.
we went to wash up and all.
then both feline and i walked around the entire place.
the scenery and greenery was good.
we sat the swing.
in front seemed like a painted picture.
or perhaps a movie film.
we spotted 2 rabbits.
they were awesomely cute.
there were 3 rabbits actually. okay i cant remember.
we had morning exercises...
quite lame.
but alright actually.
had breakfast.
after breakfast.
there was a talk.
by a sister.
and more sessions of talks.
until it was lunch time.
was so tideous.
talks and more talks.
irritating. had to do some dance thing
in front of everyone.
so maluating...!!!
haha...
after that we had this "silence" thing.
whereby no one was to talk unneccessarily.
because our dinner known as the last supper was coming.
and we had to anticipate meeting jesus at night.
which i kinda did.
it was cool!
we really maintained silence!
we had a talk by father pang after dinner.
about the cruxifiction.
father pang brought a point across.
was kinda striked by it altough i was so tired and all.
my butt was aching. (BADLY)

anyway, Praise and Worship was good at night.
it was really fun.
more alive and wild then the previous day.
read the letters from our parents.
had a confession!
by Father John Lee.
OMG! haha. didnt want to get him okay!
and yar, same thing
had supper.
played cards again.
it was so fun!
slept after that.

Day 3. Sunday
funfunfun! breakfast was the same.
lunch was nice.
after lunch had a talk...
brother mike.
i learnt quite a lot from him.
think he's really informational.
about love.
think its really true.
"you are from love, you are of love and you are for love"
haha... and another one was... can't rmb lah!
really glad to have attended the camp.
those that didnt really missed a lot!
it was good.
although we were tired!
hurhur!!!! anyway, our parents came.
my God-parents came too!
had lunch
YAY. during lunch. all my friends
were playing with my brother.
yes, running around gazillion times.
plus chasing after him.
okay, he tires people out.
anyway, we wrote our warm fuzzies and all.
wrote to many many people.
many people wrote for me as well.
thank you dearies and guys. (haha)
still owe my group.
feel so bad.
and to those that dropped it w/o name.
HAHA. thanks as well.

THANKS A MILLION TO:
nicole, adeline (babeh), adeline, jiejie angie, feline, cass... everyone that played with him! haha. hope you all had a good work out!

kuku and uncle thomas had to run of for another confirmation.
at HOly cross. haha!!!
yes, so mommy fetched feline and i to Toa Payoh central.
we ate ban mian.
and went home.
i was so tired last night.
i slept at 9.00!
hahaha! yes...
anyway, i really had a fun time.

A FRIEND IS A TREASURE

A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift,
A friend is someone who fills our lives
With beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the world we live in
A better and happier place.

shoutouts:

SHOUTOUTS

nicole dearie;
thanks for everything babe. you've made my life more colourful. haha!!! =D rock on. and we had lotsa fun playing games during camp yea?

feline (catherine);
heyyhey! haha. nice time with you. sleeping and all that. it was so much fun with you around. we did shitloads of crazy things. from admiring scenery, to walking around! everythings fun! the shalom thing was great as well. hur!

natasha;
omg. i had so much of fun with you. and the stoning at julian and those pple who didnt notice us. hurhur! you rock my sock man! =D see ya!

sylvia;
hurhur. little missy. miss you loads! =D thank goodness you brought cards! it was so fuN!!! haha!

angelina (class one);
heyhey. hurhur! the camp was fun. heres ur shoutout. =D take care. don't forget our warm fuzzies. still with me.

roge and william;
thankss!!! =D

leighanne;
omg. bimbo partner. MELEIGH DAY! XD. yay! hurhur...!!!

cass;
yo! ahha. okay, promise promise... we'll go tanning some time alright??? +D see ya on sat! must come for choir ah??? haha...! see ya! love love!

reuben;
heyyhey. who's that btw??? =D

mariann and angelina (my dear juniors);
heyyas! yup i can't wait to see you all on tuesday as well! rhythmic gym won't be rhythmic gym w/o you! see ya! i also dun wanna do conditioning. dying of muscel aches. hope the tracks available. hehe! love you all. take lotsa care!

felicia wong;
so many felicias during the camp. hurhur! both of us were tai-tai's. good job babe. hope you had a great time. rock on!

adeline babehh;
yes. see ya on Saturday babe. haha...!!!! =D bye... LOVE!

Fiona;
it was really fun. thanks for your warm fuzzie. it was really very very sweet! thanks dearie.

Alicia;
omg. haha. we were absolute nut cases dancing! fun stuff women! =D

Ongy;
thanks for telling me the time for the show.

james;
thanks for tagging!

erm. everyone i missed out. luv ya alot. take care!

2004-11-11T11:28:00.001+08:00

i updated the homework.
check it out. the link is there.
it says "in my head"
check it out.
tag my board if anything!

pink love; one time

2004-11-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

shoutouts

william;
haha. what monkey??? whats char bo?

roge;
hurhur... i feel like an angel! thanks for tagging. =D

gillian;
heyy gurl. poor thing. i'm not exactly enjoying myself. so we're quits. heehee. ALL THE BEST in your school stuffs and all. Season greetings. LOVEES!

natasha;
thanks nat... you're always doing this. so sweet! LOVE YOU BABY. rock on man. LOVE YOU TOO.

denise;
i'm in rhythmic gymm girl. hurhur. -_- dance. haha. see ya on Saturday! love you.

michy;
we're gonna go through this "horrorheyy. HAHA. MY WHOLE BODY'S ACHING. so much for having 3 sets of conditioning eh??? movie" tomorrow ~~again~~ with raffels! ~~argh.~~ yay.

Cass;
yes training doesnt sound like crap it is. but rhythmic gym still rocks high heavens. get muscels. HURHUR -.- i hope so...?

Leighanne;
heyaa!!! hurhur. we made it funny. haha... YES EVERYONE... LEIGHANNE OPENED THE OFFICE DOOR IN AN OPP DIRECTION! after being in that school for 2 years. going in there at least a few over times. tsktsk. haha. YES YES... MOVIE TREAT= you're paying for it? NP!

toh;
haha. thanks a lot. i was so embarrassed okay... she was in her underwear. admiring herself or something?

marist;
since when got what?

adel;
hello adel, i'll MISS YOU alot too! we're inseperable. (= see i din reply in CAPS.

self indulgence

2004-11-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

today started off with 2 hours plus of math lesson.
it was not too bad.
did more practice. (what else could we do huh?)
handed up my physics worksheet today.
yes, Mr Chan said prominent place.
he stuffed it at the corner. hurhur -.-
btw, leighanne doesnt know how to open the office door.
heehees.
anyway, we took a bus down town.
started at far east. ate at KFC.
changed and walked a lil. i bought a white top
its quite okay.

Scene 1:
at this shop at Far East.
leighanne and mel walks in.
looks around for a sale assistant.
finds this really nice top.
wants to try it really badly.
holds on to it.
dosent know whether to go into the fitting room or wait.
decides to go in.
get all worked up.
the fitting room is this curtain thing.
no proper lock.
afraid she'll just open it.
tries to hurry.
the lady comes back.
at that time, we're changed.
into the black polo tee that we liked
she tries to gets us to buy it.
we don't want to.
we run out of the shop feeling embarrassed.

over. okay, we then made our way to Wisma.
went to Forever 21 and fox

Scene 2:
browsed at the clothes at Forever 21
tried on shades
clothes and everything,
left empty handed.

Scene 3:
walked into fox
this sales lady was following us everywhere.
desperate for business.
tried on clothes.
asked for various sizes
looked as if we wanted it.
and din want it.
didnt know what to do.
left it there.
and RAN OUT.
hahaha! cos she thought that we were gonna pay for it
XD oopps.

Scene 4:
zara;
tried on clothes.
left.

yarr. we walked to heeren.

Scene 5:
walked into 37 degrees
leighanne heads for the discount rack.
mel follows behind.
right away, she passes me a really nice pair of shorts
on sale.
i attepmt to try it at once.
*heads for the 2 changing rooms available.
once again.
its the curtain kind.
i pull open one curtain.
a girl screams.
i get a shock.
run away.
throw my shorts back into the rag
and pull leighanne along.
OMG! ran away aimlessly.
i depict to her what i see
felt really embarrassed.
din wanna go back.
went back later no doubt.

Scene 6:
walks into Mambo with leighanne.
looks at the clothes.
dunno what happens.
she runs out laughing.
i walk out too.
and yes, she embarrassed herself + me.
by laughing so loudly.
cos she heard a guy singing.
AHAH... okay?! hurhur -.-
we din step into there again.

Scene 7:
brisk walked in the rain to Esprit.
tried on more clothes.
din buy anything.

yes, thats what happened today
really fun although we were shopping in orchard (whichs getting really boring)
anyway, yeas, like quite a lot of stuff.
shall go get it soon! yay. hahaa. MONEY PLEASE.
sponsers?
my aches are really bad.
couldnt really move this morning.
when leighanne called.
ouch here and there
and yes, its amazing how i walked the whole afternoon.
i think i injured my heel.
its really painful.
and i think i pulled a muscel.
okay, i'm crapping. but yeas, my hemstring hurts!
ahah!
okay, i have complained and whined enough
think i should stop.
aha. please pray that i recover soon!
aye. no use. theres training on Thursday!
so i'll still be suffering during the camp!

alrights. thats about all for now.
take care everyone.
love ya!
bye.

stretching high up highh. reaching!

2004-11-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

"5 , 6 , 7, 8... 1, 2 , 3 , 4 , 5
wait wait. your leg! AGAIN!
5 , 6 , 7, 8... 1, 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 7 , 8
2 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6
STOP!!! why you here?
hello?"
i've been shouting and shouting like full time.
okay, i'm paranoid.
I THINK WE'RE IMPROVING A LOT!
but there's still lots to do.
my attitude turns are better.
my legs uglier.
when i split jump. i'll either forget to point.
or bend my back leg. when its supposed to be straight.
oh wells, not too bad.
think my front legs kicking higher though.
how great thou art
after 1 hour PLUS of conditioning.
i almost fainted.
We did like 3 sets. 20 each.
so that means 20 situps, then 20 leg lifts.
then 20 back ups, then 20 leg ups, then 10 sides (right) and 10 sides (left)
after that, we stand at the bar in front of the mirror.
do 20 points. and 20 sits.
then we do 20 high jumps and 10 tug jumps.
WE REPEATED THE WHOLE THING 3 BLOODY TIMES.
she said 3 sets.
the first set i was still find.
got a bit sweaty and short of breath.
on the second set. Andrea and i almost died.
not really lah! but it was worst.
when we were doing the leg lifts.
we were so tired that we couldn't lift our leegs.
heehee. my stomach muscels are definitely gonna ache tomorrow. BIG TIME!
i'm really lonely now that theres no nat around for me to complain all these to.
we hanged in our 210 degrees split for 2 minutes.
left leg, right leg, back left and right. and side, left and right.
GREAT YEAS? omg omg.
also did some push up thingg.
thats not all.
stood at the bar did kickings, points and arches
i kept reminding myself that its all for my own good.
but what good is this?
no good.
BAD!
i wanted to feel a sense of achievement like how i did when we did the tracks.
i'm too tired to feel anything.
this sucks. well at least after all the long conditioning and stretching.
we did the jumps and all.
and the routine was quite okay.
i wasnt at my best though.
BECAUSE I WAS TOO TIRED!
when spinning the hoop! it was like very dead
when we were doing our turns.
i was like at a blur.
everyone was.
we just like okay okay. lets wake up.
do do do. and after a while. i go into outer space.
laoshi taught us the continuation of our routine.
i gotta run run run.
then do the thingaling! etcs.
yarhs. lao shi said that we were quite good also.
QUITE. so means we still could be better.
anyway, maybe we'll teach the other schools soon.
and gotta act lousy a bit.
cos they all will get jealous and all?
(question mark?)
i dunno! whatever.

anyway, i have gotta get going now.
will update the rest later.
cya then!

2004-11-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

heyyaa. went shopping today.
saw cass. and nat (in the changing room)
at the women section. heeheess.
feline and i went around looking for confi clothes.
she successfully got a top from Zara. hurhur.
i know where to get mine already. will do so soon.
lunch was fun. everything was.
gonna have a sleepover soon. =D
haha. yupp. we've already planned quite a bit.
see how it turns out to be like.
tuition was normal. did differentiation and vectors.
pretty okay so far. need to pratice more and it should be fine.
my math is getting from bad to worst.
i just know it.
i can feel the rust in my brain.
hahaha. slacked the whole week.
i don't care just yet.
anyway, that should be about all
went for dinner after a math tuition.
everything was fine.
see ya all. bye!

2004-11-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

i'm really lazy to blog.
today was funn. very fun.
it was different from the other saturdays
that was because audrey and sebastian treated us to Swensens.
Nicole Feline and I went shopping in the morning for confirmation clothes.
they both bought a skirt! and nicole bought a top as well.
after swensens i had choir.
was boring lah. then after choir was mass.
sing sing sing. and took picturess
as usual.
after mass i went to Far East.
got my confirmation skirt. it was almost 70. $69 to be specific.
oh wells, i'm quite loaded.
got at least 150 to spend on confirmation.
so might as well make full use of it or i'll have to return it.
i'm so naughty heh.
no lahh, the skirt was nice. and i liked it.
no particular thing.
=D
oh wells.
had fun. Mama treated me to a sumptious dinner.
thanks.
alright. bye!

2004-11-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

yes, everything about you is so perfect.
your nice body, cute face and funky hair...
your funny actions and everything makes you different.

had rhythmic this morning.
it was fine. did the usual long dist.
followed by splitting and jumps. i think i opened my legs more this time.
=D yay! but back leg still not that nice. my points are not nice. right legs PurrFect!
haha! just kidding.
practiced the routine. did the counting again (as usual)
and then learnt more steps. yeee. must shake N SHAKE. i don't like.
haha! so... slutY. hahahaa!!!
anyway, ended rgym with splits and all.
the gymnasts were there again today...!!!
joyce and i did something. they were overpowered. ahha! and they spilled the powder everywhere. Whoops. =D hahah!!! so funny.
rushed back to get changed.
yup! met cass at 2. she was late! haha.
we took a train to orchard.
saw gabriel near the orchard MRT.
found out that his CCA is gym! Haha.
as we were walking along the underpass, a woman stopped us...
asked whether we wanted to be models. face, body, whatever. WTF. then she asked how old we were. i said 15. and she said oops sorry never mind. anyway, continued with our "journey"...
we headed for Lido.
went to buy tickets.
walked around a bit.
got some food to eat.
and went in.
finished like 1/2 my pizza before the show started.
Princess diaries rocked lah.
it was so nice.
like some fantasy thing.
haha... it was really funny too!
hahahahah! laughed quite a bit.
wanna catch Bride and Prejudice soon!
anyway, we enjoyed the show!
HAHA! THEN WE WENT TO TAKE NEOPRINTS.
again. it was fine lah i guess. no time.
as usual. went back home.
went for dinner.
slacked quite a lot today.
time to buck up man!!!
anyway, going out tmr with feline and all.
better get some sleep now.
=D singapore idol sux.
i almost teared when leandra got out.
esp during her last song.
She's so nice, smiley, bubbly everything,
oh wells, i voted for her anyway. what have i gotta say?
may the best win.
thats abt all for today. tc all! bye

likeness

2004-11-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

i quite like you.
haha. hope you realise that.
if you have this feeling that you are who i m referring to.
its you.

anyway, sorry if i havent replied SMSes.
this is for tomorrow.
attire. i dun wanna wear the crossback...
finding some other clothes thing.
my black and greens wet.
thanks to consecutive training. hurhurhur
maybe i'll wear the racer. black and red one.
yeahhs. =D okay, thats all. will tell lao shi that we cant wear the same cos u all dun have and mines wet. so yup. no worries. cya!

PS: mothers=bitches.

2004-11-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was too tired to blog.
really had no mood to. after a 1/2 day of rhythmic.
i still have muscel aches. really bad. painn! go check out the other rgymmers blog.
yes, its basically the same.
its been tiring. my alarm clock blasted in my ears.
i got a shock. Jumped a bit. and OUCH.
my whole body aches! fromm top to toe.
even my head. all the backward rolls and all.
with that aches. i took extremely long to get to the interchange to meet Dan.
wasnt that late anyway. got the bus and yes, started off with long dist running.
again, yes, splits and all. the usuals. tiring i have to say!
we accomplised a little bit. learnt the first part of the routine!
i was shouting at them like throughout gym.
my throat hurts too.
and couting. 5, 6, 7, 8.
yes. forever
after that, Pam and I dragged our way to the bus stop.
I'd like to underline. "dragged"
i was on the verge of fainting. just needed a chair.
just as much as i needed a chair.
God was on my side.
i sat at the bus stop with pam for almost 20mins.
YES, the bus took forever.
and natalie was waiting at the MRT for me and Pam.
(sorry nat!)
it was a day yesterday.
attempted to study. in my room.
yup. no distractions. ie; computer.
yes, we just talked. and like vandalised the entire mahjong paper.
today. i had a break. at least a day to recover for the muscel aches.
had chinese tuition in the morning.
then met Nat at novena square.
went to United Square.
went to the arcade to play.
deprived childhood you could call it.
shopped a bit.
studied at macs too!
today was fine. decided to postpone my photoshoots.
wanna go with Nat!
haha. tmr i'll start planning my hols. need to find out when theres no training.
watched SG idol.
wads the deal man? i think they all suck.
okay, sorry to all those out there crazy over it...
but first please, whats the definition of an idol?
i think an idol needs to have a remarkable level of looks.
yup. think sly has the best voice. but. his face?! erm.
haha. an idol should also possess a respected personality.
i like leandra a lot!!! haha. think she's really fun and bubbly.
Oli seems more all rounded.
her voice seems to overpower the audience.
seems to come naturally. dun really fancy taufik.
Daph is okay, not fit, thats all.
have no favourites lah.
Basically i'm supporting Leandra.
anyway, i have no right to be commenting.
cos what do i have that they don't?
haha... so yeas. i'm going to bathe!!! =D
see you all. bye!

issue about being a nun

2004-11-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

anyways, today was D day.
it really lived up to it's name.
woke up at 8. got ready by 8.15
did a cat bathe. took only 3 minutes?
yes, changed and was done.
=D then later i realised i was still early!!!!
so i sat down and read a magazine i found lying on the sofa chair
oh my, i only realised i was late at 8.25!
haha. was supposed to meet the rest at 8.30!
yes i was late. sorry all. reached at 8.40.
God's on my side. the bus came as we reached the bus stop.
training was suppose to start at 9.15
after a long ride, we reached CCAB bus stop at 9.00
yay, we were early. we walked briskly up the hill.
got to the gym rooom. yup. people were already there.
we were discussing about our chalet and all.
need to sort things out.
my coach was not here yet. SHE WAS LATE! AGAIN!
anyway, the male gymnast had already started their training.
haha... they're all so strong. OMG!
muscels everywhere. yea yea. to all those guys trying hard.
go join gym! as in GYMNASTICS.
they're goodd.
during training we were all just watching them
hahaha.
lao shi came.
took attendance.
and headed for the track.
did 1.2 km. was alright.
plus 500 m of sprinting.
it was a break.
every 100 m. was alright as well.
then went back to the studio and did stretching.
split split split. yes. and then leg conditioning i call it.
plus backs. so tiring.
i almost died.
everyone was tired.
haha. and this is gonna last for two months simultaneously.
OH HELL!

trainings tmr! next week the next next week.
forever.
yup yup! my moms friend's sister is the owner of jitterbugs that's why i'm ponning and stuff lah. but not for rgym. my coach will just kill.
i dun wan her to go to jail. haha!

anyway, photoshooting tmr. NAT WANNA MEET AFTER THAT?
+D haha. my brother's so retarded.
i asked him to say again.
he says "again"
i meant. repeat wad he was trying to say.
stupid shit head. ahha!
ok. shall update later.

ladidummers

2004-11-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

heythere.
meliciouscity.blogspot.com
maybe that should be my new blog.
till then, i'll update you.
there'll be training tomorrow.
today was good. went to Macs for breakfast
damn early in the morn.
went to MPH. wanna get so many things man.
then waited for nat.
this crazy girl suddenly decided to cut her hair.
yarh, i still think it's too short nat.
the lady said
"you wanna cut short? the back?"
(like its not short enough. wth!?)
nat nodded frantically.
and she said "but not the fringe"

omg. yes, haha. 10 dollars.
she paid. for 10 mins. i'll nv subject myself to that.
i think i can cut my own hair better.
anyhows dun worry nat.
still as preety as you are.
its just hair. how much can hair contribute to ur face?!
hahaha.

yar yar, whatever. +D
i still wonder what our hair and finger nails are made up of?!
and how come it can grow by its own self.
don't tell me mother nature.
i'll shoot you in the face.
telll me science.
i wanna know.
anyway that knows, please tell me.

i feel like keeping my hair until it reaches china.
and i can beat the Guiness World Record.
Oh man. do i rock or what?!
i'm going to succeed man.
XD

we went to popular in tp.
bought lotsa things. (ESP ME)
haha. spent abt 20.
just on pens, and rough books etc.
junk lah.
yup. as we dragged our way down the stairs lazily.
and with a hungry stomach.
with the intention to go have lunch.
this blooody ah seng of about 17 or 18 approached us.
WITH A PERSUASIVE TONE.
and a "supposed to be sweet" look.
yes, he was FORCING nat and i to buy this lousy piece of ticket or card. wadsoeva.
and yea, going on and on with all the advantages.
i told him straight in his face.
"NO, I DON'T WANT IT."
yeas, then he continued. i seriously felt like slapping him in his face.
argh. he was on my nerves.
such a bloody ass hole. he went on for at least 10 mins.
even after making it so clear to him that i do not want anything from him
SUCKER!

a hungry man is an angry man.

okay, lady.
haha! went home. the weather was bad.
raining all the time.
i was checking out some holiday destinations.
yeaps. then i met nicole, julian, adel, cass and nat in church
attended the all saints day mass together.
it was fun! the choir was erm. haha
nvm. +D

after dinner i had dinner.
yup. not nice food.
oh ho ho. late already. there's rgym tmr.
i need to be awake. =D thanks for helping me get my math hwk baby.
okay, love ya all loads. tc bye!

2004-11-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

this episodes over.
i need to start it again.
i need more enjoyment.
not that i do not have enough
but i want more.
i'm greedy. yes. so what?
i'm craving for fun.

catch a falling star

2004-10-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

[catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
never let it fade away.]

i feel lost. very lost.
i have many questions.
many wishes...
there are so many things to do.
and i do not know how to go about it.
yar yar. PLAN PLAN PLAN.
i want to plan. but i dunno how to.
i have no idea whats going to happen!
everybody that wants to go out.
lets please select a day.
aye, wait. maybe not yet.
i need to see when i have no training first.
going to buy my confirmation clothes.
ARGH, i'm just very mixed up.
I WANT THIS BIG BIG CALENDAR!
wishes or not. XD
i shall make it a goal.
my goal.
yes that is. today was spent rather well.
i did some housework.
had a math tuition.
learnt differentiation.
it was okay, it always is. when i learn it.
in 3 weeks time, i'll forget everything.
btw, i wanna add something here.
YOU ARE VERY IRRITATING!
I'M GOING TO EXPLODE AT YOU ONE DAY.
YOU WAIT AND SEE.
I CAN'T STAND YOUR FACE.
I HATE YOUR VOICE.
PLUS, ALL THAT FUNNY SOUNDS YOU MAKE.
IT'S EVEN WORST.
YOUR STINKY BOASTFUL ATTITUDE SUCKS TO THE CORE.
HOPE YOU GET IT.
I REALLY HOPE YOU READ THIS!
AND I DO NOT WISH TO BE SITTING NEXT TO YOU.
YOU'RE IRRITATING.
A PEST. MOST OF ALL, A MAJOR DISTRACTION.
I HATE YOUR SCHOOL TOO BTW.

i shant get myself all creased up cos of you!
you cheesed me up.
sucker.
mommy picked me up after tuition.
went to tp central to eat dinner.
at Macs. haha. it was quite nice.
mom went to Arithalia to buy some new clothes
added up to almost 200 bucks.
she tried on quite a few.
she bought me a halter!
yay. got new clothes.
i forgot to blog abt friday afternoon.
went out with Feline , Nat n Eug.
haha, nice time.
bought a blue spag top from Espirt.
so cool. it was on sale. yeahss. we ate a lot.
scared the hell outta feline.
=D
anyway, going out tmr.
cya people. gtg now.

picture perfect

2004-10-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

today was boring.
like every other saturdays!
i went out with Feline in the morning.
took abt an hour to change and get ready
haha. yes, my mom just keeps complaining.
nag nag nag.
showed her my report book.
more nagging. yar yar.
it's an improvement anyway?!
oh wells, Feline and i lunched at Thai Express.
AGAIN.
the previous time was with Trish and Nat.
yes, just before some shit exam.
going there reminds me of studying.
oh wells, anyway. ate and ate.
yar, and went to Heeren.
accomodated feline.
she wanted to que for the singapore idols.
did for boon a favour.
got her tix.
yarda, not that interested in those.
went for cath class at 2.
it was okay, there'll be an ice cream treat next week.
i'm rather excited.
it'll be at Swensens.
one day i'm suppose to go back to school.
haha. yar. how i wish rgym training was in school instead of CCAB.
pros to that:-
no long distance running.
no sprinting.
no running basically.
no self admiring in front of the mirror.
that means, no doing posture stuff.
and less throwings.
plus, it's more convinient.
and easier for me to hand in my hwk.
(killing two birds with one stone?)
yar. that's it.

anyway, feline bought me a wallet.
so much for queing with her.
=D
ate at Macs after cath with nicole.
went back to church.
sang for choir.
was alright. had to sing lover of us all.
with the descant parts.
haha. yup. mass was fine too.
wanna shout out.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE.
it's tmr btw.
in 6 mins. passed her her pressie today.
went shopping after mass.
taka.
was crowded.

anyway, wanna sleep now! cya. tc!
already 12. haha. bye.

leighanne; haha. golly gosh. i'm not a math freak. sounds so nerdy. LOLS. still thinking abt it.
fiona; thankew gurl! yar, i'm already missing it. actually dunno wad so great abt it. but i'm missing it already! haha. love ya. and take care too!

toh; yup theres lots to do. and i'm also glad to have picked u out. it's like finding a jewel in the depths of the ocean. i'm very happy that you're moving up too. can't imagine whats it's like w/o u! haha. yup, nice year we had. and welcome. thanks for urs too. +D loveya!

nat; yeas gurl. thanks nat. =D ilu lots. =D

last day of school.

2004-10-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

i feel something missing in my life.
i feel empty, this sense of emptyness will not go away
when i trip and fall, you pick me up.
when i m sad you make me smile.
when i give up, you encourage me.
no one is ever going to take your place.
because i've reserved it in my heart.
specially for you.
i will really miss you.

three/eights moving up next year. as one.
except for someone.
i'm really dissapointed.
have failed as a classmate. she was left out.
i didn't realise.
now she's transfering out.
there's really no need for that.
but her decision is her choice.
i have no say.
the class didn't gave her enough support.
i'm really sorry.
it just puts me down to think about this.
actually ur presense doesnt matter to me,
but i do not know why i feel this way.
it's just part of three/eight
it's like a beautiful bird.
with 35 (36 originally) feathers.
all with its own special colour.
now that one feather is plucked out.
it does not look as nice as it is originally was.
and it will not.
nevertheless, we are still going to depend on the 34 colours to shine.
and beat the rest.
+D

i didn't like the atmosphere.
for one thing, the setting was bad.
it was raining.
cold, dark, gloomy.
i really did not need such a weather.
i needed something more lively.
we were greeted by miss tan early morning.
it sucked.
she was boring yet able to drive her point across
i got her message
she didnt need to remind us and wake us up.
i already know all that.
i had enough of talks.
whats the use of talking? planning. etc?
when i do not put anything into action.
i better answer my own question soon.
before it is too late again.
anyway, went for a double illegal recess.
ate quite little. was not feeling good today.
=D felt like sleeping all the way.
we played in class.
laughed a bit.
it was boring.

this year has been a wonderful year.
it's time to close this chapter of our lives
and get ready to open the next one.
whatever teachers we will have next year.
i think we should make the best out of it.
all these things are life long skills i've picked up from miss shanthi.
i feel determined.
i want to do well in my biology.
i know i can do it man.
and i definitely can push my math further.
There are a lot of things to plan.
and also carry out.
there was a singa award crap thing today!
congrats Nat.
i wanted her to win the goal award.
but i love her anyway. =D she rocks.

at about 1.30. miss shanthi came into class to give us a final talk.
a final nag.
a final reminder.
the last bit of our journey with her.
i'm now deciding whether i should drop a math?!
everyone is telling me to.
if i do. i'm a loser, a big loser.
i can't handle a problem.
and what's my solution? let go of it.
yes, but on the other hand. you'll think it's ridiculous to be wasting time on a subject that i definitely know i will fail.
okay, you see the irony of the situation?
oh man. i don't want to be a loser.
i do not want to escape from this.
i m breaking a promise i made to myself in the beginning of the year
that no matter what happens, i'm going to perservere.
and do my best. (applicable to a math) and no matter what.
i cannot drop it because i give up.
my body is giving up. my soul isn't.
i'm confused.
its the second time i'm proving myself wrong.
i failed again.
and now, i'm going to make another promise with someone.
dunno who.
and it is to get my A1 for E MATH.
i'm too complacent. thats it.
there's no use talking about all these now.
so well, i think i should just start off with some planning.
perhaps for the first week of hols.

this is what i have in mind:
-party (bbq) at my house + swim
-shopping (duh) with many people
-clubbing at raffels town club
-revision
-studying
-completion of homework
-holiday
-rhythmic gym
-exercise
-pack up room
-clean up house
-confirmation
-choir practices
-caroling
-holiday to somewhere?! (to be confirmed)

yes, now i have to fit it all these into my calenda.
btw, to all my rhythmic gym B divs.
there'll be training on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday
and the following week. will confirm.
please set aside at least 4 days in a week for rgym.
it'll be in the morning at 9.15 until late afternoon.
please wear your tights, and your tight top.
for the B divs, please wear your navy green crossback and black tights...
over it, please wear your rhythmic gym t-shirt and school shorts because we might me running.
please bring along your track shoes as well.
Love ya.

oh yeas, see how this goes? 4 days. taken up.
great stuff.

this year is sortof ended in a sense.
i'm looking forward to Christmas.
i really miss this year.
~the classroom
~the smell of my dear friends.
leighanne, feline, toh, mon, fiona, trish, claire, nicole, dina, stef, stef, januari, ongy, amy, denise, felicia, angelina!
~the teachers
~the insects
~the cold air
anyway, had fun sitting with jeannine for the first 1/2 of the year.
she funny lil sweet thing.
and then jen! crappy piece of sweet.
and leighanne, tablemater.
and angie... hardworking worker.
fun fun fun stuff.
ahha, like i'm not going to enjoy that next year...
but it won't be the same.
it will be different in a way or another.

anyway, continuing with todays happenings.
miss shanthi talked for a lil bit.
did a survey thing.
and got back our report books.
did bad, my position in class was better than mid years.
i failed my a math.
the rest are Bs and Cs.
lit sucks as well.
okay, and yea. PFT was nice.
weight is still under the same category
remarks, basically said that i've made a conscious effort to improve.
yar, when my L1R5 is still the same
anyway, and she said that not to my full potential
yar yar yar, all the teachers will tell all the students the same thing.
for the next time round
i'll make sure it's the other way round.
that i'll tell the teachers instead that i've done my best.

okay, this has been a long post.
a closure.
though we are not parting
but yup. i want to end this well
XD

looking forward to many things.
=D love you everyone.

tohtoh; yup i did. i think it's nicer to read. XD haha. love you gurl and thanks for the note. it's really very sweet.

nat; yes babe. thanks dear! you too alright?

fiona; yup. did not really "relay" the message to the whole class. just did to as many people as i could. pass it around yea? yup. love ya too!

jerome lah; haha. yes LAH. funny.

peter; hi. okay?

cass; hey babe. aww. not going for choir again. leave me to sing the descant parts myself huh? hpmh. haha! love ya dear. ahah. and yes, i was shocked when i saw his name on my phone. can't wait to see you too! miss ya loads.

leighanne; yup!!! we will gurl. haha! yup, one day! yay. =D thank you for everything dearie. and we'll bring lotsa money out to spend. HAHA! MR TANG. =D love you loads. XD tc.

2004-10-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

okay, today we had a retreat.
if you refer to the previous post.
i take it all back.
yes, i'm totally a failure as a daughter lah okay?
i'm sorry.

anyway, today was really. what word shall i use? tranquil.
oh whatever knot.
had fun.

theree was an announcement made over the PA system
from my class.
yes, Mr tang smsed me.

"hi. mr tang here. Could you relay a msg for me to the class. Thanks for the thank you msg (though the gals were caught). It was a pleasure to have thought *supposed to be taught* your class and i wish the lcass all the best for next year. Work hard and strive to achieve the best you can. Take care and God Bless"

okay, so you all get it? =D
yup. haha! anyway, thinking of joining a second CCA. guess i cant comit. still thinking abt it. XD

aha... thats all for now. cya! bye!

2004-10-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

today was fine i'd say.
the main focus in todays post will be - my holidays.
the end year one.
i do not wish to delay any plans,
because currently, i have no idea which day i m doing what.
and so many people are asking to go out.
and i'm promising so many, so guess we'll all fix the dates soon!
ALRIGHT.
i've calculated.
roughly 9 weeks of holidays.
i shall take out one week - Christmas.
that week i shall be totally free!
so if i take into account the 8 weeks, i shall put aside a total of 28 days to go through the sec three work, complete or rewrite notes etc.
and another 8 days to read up on next years work.
yup, i shall see how much i achieve.
i feel very determined now. the zeal to want this badly is here. i can feel it.
thats a good sign.
hope that feeling stays and not surfaces and then vanish.
this always happen.
i have to psycho myself into this, so what does that say?
i'm telling you this, it'll be gone! gone gone gone. soon.
just wait and see.
time has to be kept aside for rhythmic gym as well.
oh mans, lifes so stressful!
haha.
OH PLUS CHOIR! ohmygosh. *faints
i also have no idea where around singapore we're going to sing.
and yea, that means there'll be practices.
many practices. every night?! argh.
i've got no life.

anyway, today miss shanthi came in to class.
voted for prefects.
voted for those i know. =D
after that Mr Teh came in and gave out some forms.
then miss shanthi gave out the book list.
we have really little things to buy. hooorayy!
after a while, we headed down to the hall... waited there and assembled.
i'd like to emphasize. WAITED THERE! for damn long.
we were so bored they ended up letting us watch this real lame clip.
think its from the readers digest. after attendance taking at about 8.30?
we started.
left only at abt 9.
walked there and yup. the movie showed at 10.
mon, stef, claire, trish, me, and leighanne sat towards the back.
we bought lots of food. and the nach trish and i shared was like gone even b4 the movie started.
we went out to get hotdogs.
the movie was kinda nice. really exciting. screamt a lil when there was a sudden boom.
haha, after the movie.
it was drizzling a little, so the teachers there decided that since so few of us had umbrellas, we take a bus back. But, stubborn as usual.
with miss shanthi as the head, we walked back.
so the majority of them took the bus, whilst the rest ran/walked back.
more of running.
leighanne and i started running.
haha, we looked like some bunch of crazy monkeys.
nvm abt tt, it was fun anyway.
we reached school even before the people taking the bus.
then we were let to do anything we want.
i headed for the canteen.
ate and ate and ate.
the food wasnt really that fantastic... but i was hungry so yea.
the parents there seriously put in quite a bit.
there was quite a variety.
chicken wings, curry with rice/bread, fishballs, deserts, beehoon etc.
went back to class... and played a game of taiti.
or how do you spell iT?
and then played blufff.
goshh, keep loosing one. i'm such a bad liar that is.
but yea, i think i lied the most.
XD

haha, anyway, that was today.
had some fun.
it's been quite a while.
going to bathe soon.
need to sort out things.
have tuition tomorrow.
somebody shoot me. there are lots of tuition homework i havent done.
ArGH. life is no good like that.

take care ya all.
going to the gym soon. XD
or maybe a swim?!

2004-10-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

yup, rugby interclass competetion was today.
it was indeed a fierce one.
the looks on peoples faces said it all.
3/8 was quite high spirited in the beginning.
but we lasted throughout.
well done ruggers, you all did a great job.
lets celebrate our victory.
+D
was quite tired, so guess shall put off.
all the misunderstandings with the other classes,
shall all be resolved.
it was just a game.
and yup. well done once again.
BTW, WE LOST ONE GAME, DRAWED ALL THE OTHER GAMES, AND WON 2 GAMES.
DO WE ROCK OR WHAT?!
maybe if our players were not so injured we could have done better.
doesnt really matter cos we did well.
really proud.
XD

ilu gurls a lot. =D bye!

2004-10-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!
the tagboards from tagboard.com are not working
sorry for not tagging those of you using it.
will do it later!
i'm really sleepy now! my eyes are like closing. so i guess this post will be short and sweet.

a summary of today;
miss shanthi came in first thing in the morning.
talked to us about our bad results.
and then spoke to those she needed to personally.
to all those retaining, i'm going to write up a song for you.
check out the other blog with the links on.
=D its all going to be there.
REALLY LOVE YOU. I'M SAD TOO!

anyway, after that, used the computer!!! with tricia, and vicky.
wasted some time.
it was fun though... =D then we watched the rest played rugby.
yee. so rough! but 3/8 rocks still.
suppose to be in charge of cheers.
not doing anything.
haha

after school... went to look for mrs chiam.
planning for our chalet.
and deciding training days.
so dear juniors. sorry, the horror movie is on again!
you all shall go down the cheese by now! whoo hoo!
haha.

went to Tanglin Mall.
ate lunch. walked towards orchard.
bought the soft point shoes from the dance shop.
went shopping.
and came home with pamela.
i saw randall.

anyway, was really tired.
pam and i walked a pretty long distant!
that should be abt it all.

i'll really miss you all!
miss shanthi is not going to let this happen!

boredom kills.

2004-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

re[pl.i.e*S

jerome~ lol, yes! my messages are going boncus. haha. wonder how much it'll add up to.
nicole~ i edited it! =D love ya! haha. so cool! we got the same marks!
leighanne~ dearie. please don't do this!!! i don't want you to retain either!
tohtoh~ welcome gurl. i luv ya. don't retain too!
cass~ yes, sang like 5 songs with descant parts! haha!

[01] First name: Melissa
[02] Middle name: Celestine
[03] Last name: Koh
[04] Nickname: mel, melsa, melly, melicious, mellyness, merli, mello, ellomello, melkoh
[05] Gender: woman
[06] Age: 15
[07] Birthday: 16th May.
[08] Height: look up at me
[09] Hair color: look!
[10] Eye color: same as hair.
[11] Race: 100 m.
[12] Do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses.
[13] Do you have braces: i want it please
[14] Is your hair long or short: short.
[15] Where were you born: Mt E.
[16] Current location: my room; Singapore; oleander towers
[17] Zodiac sign: Taurus
[18] How many languages do u know: many.
[19] Nationality: singaporean
[20] Bad habits: i'm perfect
[21] Piercings you have: ears
[22] Piercings you want: thats enough!
[23] Tattoos you have: none.
[24] Tattoos you want: glittery stars.
[25] Today's date: 24th Oct
[26] The time: 10.47 PM (wth am i doing here?!)
[27] Ready formore questions?: bring it on.

---SCHOOL LIFE---
[43] Are you still in school : i'm at home
[44] Did you drop out: what should i say?
[45] Currently in: CHIJ tp
[46] Favorite grade: A1s!
[47] Least fav grade: C6
[48] Favorite teachers: teachers? i dunno?
[49] Least favteacher/lecturer: i'm nice.
[50] Favorite subjects: math and literature
[51] Least fav subject: chinese.
[52] Do you buy lunch or bring it: none
[53] Play any sports on the school's team?: sports?
[54] Do you do any co-curricular activitives: rhythmic gym!
[55] Are you popular: do you know me?
[56] Favourite dance: serenade piece and concerto de garm.
[57] Least fav dance: erm, the christmas one?
[58] Favorite memories: i dunno?
[59] Least fav memories: ditto
[60] Most humiliating moment: -_- would i want to humiliate myself again?

FAVOURITES--
[61] Favourite number: 3, 7 and 12?
[62] Clothing brand: lots.
[63] Shoes: none in particular.
[64] Phrases: none.
[65] TV shows: ditto
[66] Sports: lots.
[69] Movie: refer to my web
[70] Magazine: ditto
[71] Actor: none
[72] Actress: ditto
[73] Candy: none
[74] Gum: dont favour any.
[75] Scent: seabreeze.
[76] Choc bar: MnS ones.
[75] Ice cream flavour: strawberry, vanilla.
[78] Colors: pink.
[79] Seasons: summer
[80] Holidays: end of year ones
[81] Bands: nah!
[82] Singers: none in particular
[83] Group: ditto
[84] Rappers: noise.
[85] Types of music: depends
[86] Things in your room: norms.
[87] Place to be: no idea.
[88] Radio station: 987
[89] TV channel: discovery
[90] Food: what does a pig eat?
[91] Overall food: pig type
[92] Store: dunno.
[94] Fast food: nope
[95] Restaurant: cafe cartel?
[96] Shape: star.
[97] Songs: so many!
[98] Musical intrument: drums, piano.
[99] Person you love most: please take out the word most.
[100] What do you wanna say most now: i love you everyone.

PRIMARY SCH TIMES

1.[sChOoL] ` - chij primary toa payoh

2.[cLass] `-
pri one hibiscus
pri two hibiscus
pri three lily
pri four lily
pri five lily
pri six lily

3.[FaV YeAr] `- primary 3 and primary 2?

4.[who do u moz remember who sit beside u in class] anne marie tan.

5.[7 girls u mix with during p1-p6] any 7? okay, feline, adeline, ken li, nicole tan, anne marie, nicole siew, gillain choo

6.[7 boys u mix with during p1- p6] none.

7.[wad is ur eca] ballet and civics club

8.[whose the most quiet] er, keisha??? haha.

9.[class clown] gillian and siew.

10.[smartest] `anne marie

11.[most hardworking] me. just that i'm stupid.

12.[most sweetest] me! haha, Gillian?

13.[most innocent] haha, er? i don't know?

14.[always get into trouble] Isabella, Vanessa Koh!

15.[most funny] Tan Su Hui! Celest. haha!

16.[best moment in class] i dunno? lots.

17.[what you do during recess] eat! the food then rox!

18.[who do you still keep contact often] most of them i guess. feline? nicole?

19[what you always do during class] paying attention.

20.[who always laugh in class] Regina, me and celine!

21[most naughty thing you ever did] erm, nothing. i was a prefect!

22.[no of times you went back to pri sch after you grad] lots. got rgym training there!

23.[did you cry during p6 grad day] haha yar.

24. [fav hangout with friends]

25.[worst year] primary 5?

2004-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

heyya.
today was like every other day.
woke up and got dressed.
left the house and met feline,
who was late!
yes late.
i thought i was always late.
she was later.
yes she was.

anyway, had lots of fun.
shopped quite a bit.
i refrained myself from spending any money and i succeeded!
applaud for me please.
anyway, i obviously had to spend on lunch.
ate so much
shall give an account of the food that went into my mouth!
ate erm, strawberry milkshake. (large size)
then went to Long Johns.
ate combo 1.
plus halve a piece of fish from feline.
PLUS, ice cream again.
REGULAR SIZE. it was the straeberry blizzard.
also from orange julius.
meanwhile, we just walked around.
had the intention of taking neos.
but did not in the end.
thanks to the long que.

left for tuition.
oh and yar, feline and i saw this cute guy at Long John.
okay, i didnt find him cute.
Feline did.
haha, drool drool drool. whatever.
saw my friend. Beethoven.
he's still as cute as usual.
and the yellow banana.
haha, forgot his name.

anyway, i tried on lots of clothes.
din buy anything.
went for tuition.
a math.
so boring! just practiced vectors.
quite okay, think i need to be more hardworking.
slacking too much.
i'm saying that for next year.
i deserve to slack now!
ahaha.
anyway, coming up this week.
monday- shopping with pamela. going to get ballet stuff at tanling mall
tuesday-mommys taking leave. doubt i can go out with my friends. X(
wednesday-not sure; maybe i'll stay home and complete my hwk!
Thursday-chinese tuition
Friday-dunno? shopping!?

after tuition.
went to united square!
had dinner there, bought a black top!

theres school tomorrow.
to all those thinking that they're going to retain-
i love you.
i really do.
you're physically out.
but memories do stay.
and it'll last forever.
without you, theres no three eight.
i love you.
yes i do.

heartbroken

2004-10-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

HEY THERE.
today was really pack.
i met up with feline in the afternoon because i decided to accompany mommy, aunty sri, boy and mei to Tiong bahru market.
ate my breakfast there.
i walked down the long isle of stuffed still air and survived.
while i think my mother was engaging herself in the ah ma clothes and materials.
yewl. anyway, when we walked back to the carpark,
she told me that the clothes she was looking at were for my grandmother not her.
gosh, i was so relieved man!

i came home and went for a swim.
my brother is such an idoit man.
he took so long to get adjusted to the water.
that's so lame.
anyway, came up after a short while because i had to go for cath class.

had cath class, then choir.
during cath class, just did some interaction.
and then left and went to Macs. ate and talked a bit.
feline left!
and nic and i went for choir!!!!!!!!!
=D
sanng sang sang. going to get a sore throat soon.
reached my notes.
loved the songs.
screwed some up.
did my best.
oh wells, that should be abt it.
think we did well overall.
i dunno? haha.

alright. going to sleep now!
cya all' bye!

2004-10-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

the biggest idoit of all - me.

oh yes, this really happened today.
geog paper. we were checking them. i was desperate for marks,
i went up to the teacher and asked for some more marks for this question.
cos one part she like seemed to ignore.
and i thought thru what i wanted to say before giving up.
that this point is relevant etc.
and yes,
"can i get more marks for this??? it is correct."
*scans through, and says,
"okay..." *gets red pen out, going to add more marks.
"you already have the six full marks! what do you want? 7 upon 6?"
me: "ooops! haha."
*continues looking for more mistakes or possible faults, and doesnt find any*

okay. haha, what an idoit i m.
anyways, i went to the play ground today.
so bored.
sat the swing... and like swinged myself for a damn long time.
swung all my dissapointments away.
i'm a free girl now.

looking forward badly to the holidays!
and yes, next year.
christmas.
omg. i'm excited! haha. my confirmation camps coming up soon!
+D haha. exciting thing this is.
tmr going shopping.
for a lil while. 1 hour? haha
nuts. =D cath class tmr. we shall see what jokes the guys crack this time. haha!

still not as happy as i m.

2004-10-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

well, truthfully, i'm rather "okay", or satisfied with my results.
but not myself. you get what i mean right?
i m really angry. at my mother. bitch!
what post mortem am i supposed to do?! i can't stand this.
she's making me go through again and try to improve from it.
not that i'm not wanting to improve and not know what to do.
like try and learn from my mistakes, or rather identify them etc.
i actually am pissed and not happy with what i got, its my life.
and i do not need her to come into the picture and instruct me. and tell me what to do, as if i do not know.
i'd say that i'd be an idoit if i think i did well for the exams.
whatever. todays papers were rather sucky.
i'm pleased anyhow. but i thought i could do better.
ie; i was really shocked at my geog marks. i really thought of getting my A! my ONLY A! for SS/Geog. and yes, before the papers were actually handed out. she said this...
"three one- 10 failures out of abt 40 odd people.
three two-19 passes also out of abt 40 people.
three four- 2 passes out of 26 people (specifically from DS)
three nine- 1 person passed! out of about 20 people.
three eight- 7 people passed out of also abt 20 people!"

okay, my heart sank. right to the bottom. i could visualise my head rolling on the floor!
my hands turned cold and my entire being froze.
there goes my A1. and i really did not want to fail this because i wanted to maintain my A1 for SS! yes, indeed i did PASS. i think Katrina got the highest, she managed a freaking 30 out of 50!
and yup, i did pass, got 26. suppose i'm the 3rd or 4th person. because by counting down.
like 7th person, 6th person, 5 th person and all. yar. about 4 people got lower than me. so should be around there la. =D still very dissapointed though. was really sad, my SS is like so good, and this like shit. in the end i'll end up A-less. just get a damn B3! argh.
it's wasted. thats all i can say.
but truly, i'm not really affected by this result. i'm sad-der for accounts and literature. cos that's really bad. really really bad.
got back biology. it was okay. din pass it but i'll pass my science overall after adding physics.
failed by a single tiny winy bit. argh. my position was er. 18???!!! sucks la!
anyway, i came to realise that the position aint everything. it is only "status" if you would say, like you'll know where you stand. perhaps maybe try to strive further from it.
it really isnt everything. so i guess i shouldnt be affected by the fact that i have an extra subject- a math.
even if it'll pull down the rest of my marks. what matters most is my L1R5.
because i'm going to use that to get through sec school and yes, it is indeed important.
i have no mood for enjoying, although i tell so many people to just have fun and not be so upset. i'm going around consoling people etc. what abt myself. i aint that great. failed my lit and a/cs.
2 great subjects. i m just hoping that after moderation, i'll pass a/cs. really don wanna see a fail thingaling in my report book besides lit.
cant help it.
haha. hohoho. overall, i'm happy with it.
just could be better!
+D

generally deproved in most of my subjects, only improved in a few. but i did better for english. thatss the main thing! yeaa.
deproved in
1)E Math
2)Chinese
3)Biology
4)Geography
5)Accounts
6)Literature

improved in
1)Social studies just by 2 marks.
2)A Math
3)Physics
4)English

yes. shall not talk about it anymore.
played cards in the morning.
fun.
then later went to talk to miss shanthi.
din get much from her.

our class is going to be fine k?
there shouldnt be anyone worrying about retaining!
love ya loads.
just enjoy now, and leave the rest to God.

dissapointed, thats all (part 2)

2004-10-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

yes, had tuition.
realised how lagging i m. got a B4 most prolly for chinese.
okay, really sad... can't stop thinking about this.
thats all now.
bye

dissapointed, thats all

2004-10-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

wuff. says:
tts good lah
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
not that good la
wuff. says:
omg
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
mid year better
wuff. says:
lol
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
haha
wuff. says:
nt tt good
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
A/CS!
wuff. says:
but good
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
i tell you
wuff. says:
yahlah
wuff. says:
ok
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
we can just go and die
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
fly kite
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
kiss the ground
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
lick mr chans butt
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
slice mr armstrongs fingers
`melissa*ijRgymmer- says:
it was horrible!

haha! you get my point right?
started off the day with chinese.
did alright a B4. whatever bananas!
after chinese collected accounts. bloody hell.
failed badly. lots of people did. very badly. haha! so din get back the MCQ. they wanna use it for moderation. =D oh wellssss... haha, i hope after moderation, i'll pass or something.
haha! yuppie! i SHALL NOT mention lit. it's dissapointing, because i did badly for it! failed it quite a bit. it was worst than my mid years!!! i'm pissed over that. very fucked up.
feline got the highest.

SOCIAL STUDIES ROCKS MY SOCKS.

okay, i shall not stop myself. say whatever you want, not many people reads my blog anyway!
yay. haha. really happy with SS! got my freaking A1! aha. 39/50.
didnt do that well for the first part... got a 16/25
for the second partt, got a better and more decent 23/25!
think it's the highest.

oh wells, can you believe this? my lit. i failed one essay really badly. 7/25!
cos i left out a question i think! yes, they really penalized me a lot. so much for trying to score for one section. oh wells, i hate my Lit to the core. and i do not know how the hell i can improve like in a 3/4 years time. i shall try my very best though.
lucky my other sections were better.

i shall try to improve my accounts, english, chinese, literature, A math further.
and continue working on with e math, phy, bio! and keep up with my geog and social studies.
but geog, shall do more map reading kindda questions.

okayy docks.
that should be about everything i wanna blog about. sad and happy at the same time. i really do not know what life is about. enlighten me someone.
that should be about all.
*crosses my finger*
that i'll pass every subject besides damn lit. =D
i've truly given up on that!

DAMN PISSED

2004-10-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

math- B4. deproved okay, from A2! hmph.
got back english also. did okay. OKAY only.
physics too. liked the multiple choice. yes. passed everything so far.
a math. horrors of horrors. do not want to talk about it!
and everyone please kindly stop talking about retaining and whatever going to fail this.
going to fail that. like i'm not huh??? oh piss off. i'm freaking pissed.
anyway, to brighten up my day.
had a long day of shopping! with my shopperholic partner. shall refer her to to SP
yup. guess everyone knows who that is.
i had so much fun. awh. shopped like hell. bought nothing besides a wallet...
haha! after school, we rushed to the bus stop. took the same bus as stef, and jaz.
my dear SP and i alighted at fareast and headed straight for lunch!!!
a hungry man is an angry man.
WE WENT TO TAKE NEOS AFTER LUNCH.
anyway, after lunch AND NEOS. hanged around that area then walked to Taka.
on the way there. we saw sharon au filming for some things.
then after that we went to TAKA. went to FOX!
GOD! we tried on so many many clothes and din buy anything. ahha!
it was fun no doubt.
went to topshop. used their com. check out my tagboard man! aha
yea, went to tannlines and surfbabe etc.
after that we decided to leave taka.
so headed to heeren next.
on the way we grabbed strawberry milkshake regular.
and yup. HAHA. oh! i forgot. this guy approached us.
sorry ah. my sequencing quite bad. this happened just before reaching wisma.
haa. he asked for a damn donation and said that we were from RGS!
hello? do we look that nerdy?
is our badge that rusty? is our uniform that new?
some people are obviously blind by nature!
anyway, we went to taka. and yes.
came up of the escalator.
saw this BIG crowd hanging around!
realised that they were contemplating whether or not they should go up to that dumb SYLVESTER SIM! who was busily signing autographs and taking photos.
my dear friend just approached him. stuffed her milkshake into my hand and tapped his should.
ahem. i was embarrassed. omg. yucks. hah! i tried not to acknowledge her.
yes he autographed on her english paper! omg. wth! haha. my god. i still can't believe i witnessed such a thing. omg omg omg! come back to life melissa. omg. ahha!
anyhows, we went up. shopped around!
yes, leighanne went nuts over the fact that she went up to him.
then we took neos again! that was so fun and nice. ahah! and then we went to esprit. tried on this spag. and skirt and all. din buy in the end. poo. haha!
anyway, after all that. went back to cine.
yup. shopped a bit. SP bought her shorts.
and yup. went home.
old mama cooked dinner for me tonight.
it tasted great. as usual. love her food.
hahaa, oh wells. that's abt all for today.

i'm not in the mood for some more.
really pissed over the big bull i've made.
and yes, my exam results aint that fantastic.
shall work harder during the hols.